xhollowedheartx

*dances* today is crap. i'm listening to Mae and i'm pissed off. i woke up at 10 and my mom had to be at the doctor at 10:30 so the dermatologist could fuck up her foot er whatever. i fucking waited in the car for an hour listening to music and BEING REALLY HOT. it's like 100 mother fucking degrees outside. she didn't even leave the a/c on. i had the fucking window open. ugh... then we went and picked up some food... then headed to the therapist where i proceeded to make my mom cry for an hour. my mom calls me a drama queen. AT LEAST I LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD FOR PART OF THE TIME. my mom fucking makes shit up and contradicts herself all the time. IS A MOM'S JOB TO TRY AND MAKE THEIR KID'S LIVES AS HORRIBLE AS POSSIBLE?! yea then she saw me on suicidegirls... didn't even know what it was just assumed it was a chatroom about killing yourself, and getting tips on satomasochism. stupid cuntwrench. UGH!!!!

ah well. i still have my friends and my dad and my brother. even though my dad lives in oklahoma and my brother lives in irvine. DAMMIT. i need a hug... or sexual favors.. or something to get my mind off of all this shit.

ok well i love you all, hugs and kisses...