xheartswornx

I know this feeling so well, I hear you.  Of course you Don't want to be center stage, I know it, I am the same, I tend to forget that the future is unwritten and that it might bring great times. I only see what is missing. So it means I am tied by the past, like a chain. You are a wonderful human being and wonderful events are aound you. Maybe you and I think too much and forget just to live the present time as it is. I tend to live it with the glasses of what is missing so it brings me down. I care about my friend and as I told it to you, this world without you would be no cool world at all. I had cool times last evening when I walked my dog out just because I was feeling the present time so it made me talk with a few cool girls who were finding my dog cute. We had drinks together. I just let my mind opened, for once, without thinking. Maybe you should just go out a bit more and let things happen with mond on "off". I dont know. What I know is that you truly are a wonderful person and some future Partner of yours will see it. Much love to you brother