xhampoo

so...yeh..I love sex...totally, but I'm the type...who will have just 1 person who I like to *bedunkadunk* over and over and over. And it will go on like that between the person and i for a long time, usually until something happens, like under improper circumstances. hehe. Not multiple partners..which is cool to if that's what ya like..sometimes I like having variety, but for the most part. Just the one person who gets caught in my web. I..for some damn reason...end up getting attached, not feelings wise. But everytime I'd think about sex that person would be the main one I'd think about. But with that..I am such a DUMBASS. My ex b/f and I dated all last year..within this year I lost a lot of friends, lost my job, my car...the list goes on. I take full responsibility for the dumb chioces I made but he still played a major factor in all that. My best friend now lives with him because he needed a place to stay, So I am there quite often. Many many MANY drunk&stoned nights...and like an IDIOT, I've been *bedunkadunking* my ex!! Whom I have utter mixed feelings for. So now I am more confused than I possibly thought I could be. The attached feeling I get is now turning into..a warm..familiar feeling, that I am liking way to much. And at the same time I want to slit his neck and spit down his throat..I know that's saying a lot, but that is literally the way I feel..sux to be me...

Anywayz sorry for boring you and whining. If that didn't make too much sense to you because of my lack of coordination right now(mmblizzies) I apologize. Take Care All!!

ps there is a protection order against the kid who gave me the dead bug...


mwahness&such
xoxo