xhaleyx

I realize that I've been pretty much blogging everyday lately, and trust me, I'm sure it's annoying, but I don't know what else to do. I've been stood up twice in a row by friends who invited me to hangout. Last night, and tonight, and tonight I even begged to leave early from work so I could make it in time to change and everything. FML, seriously. I don't have anyone I can really count on here (the ones that I have are back home in Florida or are too busy to worry about me and my loneliness). It just sucks really bad you know? I feel like no one considers other people's feeling anymore. My friend Leigh says, "Haley, you give too many fucks." I think that's her way of saying that I care too much, but I don't know anyway else to be. I'm a very compassionate, loving, and caring person, but it's making me more miserable and cynical every single day. Not to mention, the biggest lush of all time. I drink everyday... everyday and alone. It's not a jovial drink, it's a numbing drink, and I don't know how to cope with everything. I just want to quit having my feelings hurt, but I don't know how. Sigh.

But, anyway, I'm putting my game face on, and working through it.. one lonely angst-ridden blog at a time.
On a lighter note, I made a delicious vegan chili tonight. It's seasoned just right with a hint of spice. Lovely! Not to mention, it goes great with my margarita, haha. Cheers. I hope you all had a better weekend than I did.

Best,
Hales xoxo