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nobody really cares about me.
well, not the people i want to care about me anyway.
i wish i was a skinny little glamour girl.
i'm looked at as one of the guys, usually.
i love my boys, but all of them are like "oh you're friends hot, hook it up".
i'm fucking pretty.
just b/c i have short hair, tattoos, piercings and dress different than most of these other fucking perfect broads, makes me different.
i'm not gonna change how i look, but still.
and why the fuck do people have to make comments about my fucking septum ring?
i OBVIOUSLY know that not everyone is going to like it, but do i go up to you and say "oh i dont like your shirt, you should go change it" ? no i dont. but its okay to come up to me and say "you should hide your septum ring" or "why do u have that thing in your nose?"
b/c i fucking want it there, asshole.

i'm going to be alone forever and i have to come to terms with that.

otherwise, i'm going to end up with a dumb fuck like anthony again.