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I don't and never will fully understand people who are:

-irrational
-self centered
-go out of their way to act so secure with themselves, when in fact it is the polar opposite.
-act as if they know so much, when in fact they mainly just throw around a few big words and clever phrases they've picked up.
-homewreckers
-frequent in fucking over their "best friends",...
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I just broke all 15 cigarettes I had left and threw them away.
It's way overdue for quitting time.
This is going to be so unbelieveably hard.
I've been a smoker for almost 9 years, and had only quit prior to this for 2 or 3 months when i was 18.
i can do it though.
just gotta keep myself occupied.
it helps that anthony...
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Last night I went out to dinner with my boyfriend, Wackers, my cousin Carly, and MY SISTER Mandi.

I never see Carly or Mandi and it was so wonderful to be with them.
It made me so utterly fulfilled.

Jackie is an amazing friend and always has been.

Anthony is the best boyfriend too... especially for putting up with all the reminiscing that went on....
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thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday.


Money is going to be tight this week. My job is closed for the next 3 days for construction and I don't have work again until friday. I hate being broke. It feels really shitty.

blah.

last night was so awesome.
no better way to ring in my birthday, then seeing one of my favorite bands (the restaurant, my awesome friends) and having them wish me a happy bday whilst in the middle of a set.
got a little drunk.
lots of bday shots.
lots of puking.
but well worth it.

now i get to work all day... then dinner with...
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I turn 22 years old at midnight tonight.
It's hard to believe I've been alive for that long already ha.
A lot has happened in my 22 yrs of life.
I'll be kicking in the bday at Da Funky Phish while watching one of my favorite bands (also my friends), The Restaurant.

hollerrrrr

Monday night was so much fun, but ended kind of badly. Anthony and I got into a ridiculous argument... mainly because we were severely intoxicated. We're better now. I'm stupid sometimes.

I don't feel like working a double today.

added more pics.

I'm quite amused at the moment.
Somebody just told me that I am manipulative. hahaha. Never in my life have I ever been called that. I don't even think I know how to manipulate.

lord, get over it.


ps. my boyfriend is hot and sick.

1. How tall are you barefoot?
5'8... 5'10 sounds better though

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
i'm good on that

3. Do you own a gun?
i want my super soaker back

4. Rehab?
probably shouldve at one point.

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
i'm awesome with parents.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
so good... corn dogs...
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i am hungover