I've got a ton to say, but...I'm bored with saying it. It gets me nowhere, and so...I'm trying to just "stay positive," as the Boy suggested last night...
I'm bored with my current situation(s), and I can feel myself about to slip. It's that daunting veil of despair - you know the one I'm talking about - on top of already feeling like the few people I actually care about...rank me last on their list. They just don't care.
I'm tired of bending over backwards for people who... Read More
i'm so relieved the clicking is normal, and i'm glad you remembered me as a 'friend'
andee is great, we are both such dorks and have soooo much fun together.
do yourself a favor and listen to bloc party,(music always makes me feel better) i saw them at the kroq inland invasion and they blew my mind. they are playing tonight in hollywood. i want to go.
Today = Flat Tire Numero Dos. Both of them = flat due to...nails. Multiple nails, at that. So, I'm currently riding Dual Donuts. Passenger side. Shifty? Methinks yes.
Tomorrows paycheck goes not to my debtors, as planned, but mainly toward at least two new tires. Anyone know where I can get some good ones on the cheap? (Not that one... Read More
Woke up suuuper late. No time for a shower. Work - fifteen minutes late. Scolded. No, thank you.
No-no spot = uncomtrollable bloody mess. Again.
Sick. All day. Sent home, because I was effectively useless with almost no voice. Then..on the way...flat tire. Spare? Yes. Jack?...no. And...no cell reception. Surrounding houses = no one home (or just effectively avoiding the... Read More
yeah totally. animals that eat other animals as a staple= $$$. the dragons are a lot of work, but i JUST got them. so they are my main pet concerns, other than that, i have the geckoes which i've had forever and can't part with and i allready sold off 1/2 of my most expensive tarantulas. i just need to STOP buying more. i caught myself looking at corn snakes on repti-bid.com the other night. and had to smack myself. i think i have an addiction lol. i hope you feel better! why not trying to sell some of your cookies? i was telling edea and wugglyump that we should all start a website with homemade alterna-goodies. you want in?????
Tired. Hungry. No intentions of sleep or food any time soon...
You'd think that after 14point5 hours of work (without a break, no less) would make me want sleep and food real bad. It does the opposite.
Good news: My hoo-ha has stopped bleeding.
Bad news: Doc says there's a super good chance that there's something seriously wrong going on in there. Cysts, Polyps,... Read More
I was nonstop this weekend, which normally wouldn't be a good thing, but my stress and anxiety are mounting and go-go-going when I'm in such a state makes for an unhappy Evil.
I worked all weekend. Then, I worked today, too. My weekend went something like this:
Friday: Work. 5:30am to 8pm. Two hours off mid day. See previous entry.... Read More
It's so frustrating that I work and never accomplish anything. Not only do I never get ahead, but I never even break even...
I went to the pharmacy to make some sort of attempt at getting my Rx's (that I've had since I went to the Doc's a week ago because I was throwing... Read More
*Infinity hugs for you* I'm sorry for all that shit. Yeah I'm running out of cash too, and still no job. I'm not going anywhere with gas prices either...fucking crazy! I hope you feel better.
Yeah I do have couchs stuck in my throat. Damn I suck at the game of life. Maybe oneday I can get a home run/touchdown/point/score/hole in one...something. Hope everything is ok. I'll talk to you later.
LMFAO Dude that comment you left me made me laugh lots. That was fucking awesome. But no I'm not Swamp Thing...it's kinda too bad cause he gets all the ladies. But yup I'm good...even though you woke me up this morning. Nah but it was cool to talk to you. But anyway I'm out this bitch like a fat kid in dodge ball.
I'm not going anywhere with gas prices either...fucking crazy! I hope you feel better.
Damn I suck at the game of life. Maybe oneday I can get a home run/touchdown/point/score/hole in one...something. Hope everything is ok. I'll talk to you later.
you sound really over worked and stressed and it sounds like you need some time off too relax and do nothing for yourself
Thanks for the comment hunny, it really cheered me up!
I won't ask why it smells funny...