xevilxashleyx

I really need to stop thinking that things are looking up for me, because every time I do...things fall apart...

So, I get this great new job. I'm motivated and excited and yadda yadda whatever, mostly because it pays me well enough that in a few months, I can look forward to moving out, but also because...well..it's been ages since I've had a job I liked. Or been out of debt. I'm happy with where I am in life right now - good job, decent money, I'm gettin out and doing things. I have a lovely boy, I have a handful of lovely friends, and...wouldn't ya know it? - things were really looking up.

I guess today is just the day the world chose to throw me back into the abyss, aye?..

At 6:58am, I was stopped (a "random traffic stop") and, since my license is still suspended, I was consequently...arrested. I waited at the PD station for almost three hours, because all my local "good friends" (yeah, all two of them) weren't up to picking me up. I ended up calling my grandfather...
I got to work late - obviously - and I'm out roughly $115. (Less than I expected, but still a lot...) I have to find a ride home from work tonight, then I have to find someone who will bring me to the impound lot to get my car, plus someone to drive it to my house. Somehow, I don't think it's going to happen.
Now, while randomly checking things out on my lunch break, I find that things are less than ideal in my relationship...? No one told me!

I guess I shouldn't ever get "settled in" to my relationships or my status or my anything, because that just makes it all fall apart, no matter how 'positive' I stay.

Anyway, I'm pushing my way through all this as if nothing bad is happening, but please...feel free to love me anyway.

Also, no matter what happens with the license/money bullshit, I'll be looking for somewhere to live sometime around the end of the year, because at this point...it's lookin like I won't be moving in with the boy anytime...ever...? So...anyone looking for a roommate in my general vacinity...gimme a shout, because I need a home.

Anyway...I hope your day goes better than mine has...