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Friday Jul 29, 2005

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Bleh...

I cried for three hours or so last night. I was upset and hurt and angry and no matter how hard I tried to do it, I couldn't think of anything positive. I just kept thinking "I'm not good enough, that's why" and I couldn't help it.

Sexual frustation will do that to me. EVERY TIME. mad

I also came home this morning, downloaded some fresh porn from a certain alterna-girl site that's not SG, and did a whole lot of self touching, and now...I'm fine. Or at least better. confused
I could use a hug (or 10) though...

Finally brought Drumzilla his cookies, though he didn't get to actually eat many since everyone else got to them first. tongue

I'm on a serious mission to find myself a home, because as of right now...I have none, and I don't like it much. frown
(Would anyone like a cute, mischevious, pink haired room mate? I cook, I clean, and I make fantabulous cookies. kiss )

Moving on..

Motivation time, methinks. It's laundry time, then cleaning time, then off to the gym, and then off to find myself a job or two. ( <--Go Team Run-On Sentence!) And, *gasp!*, I'm actually going out tonight. To actually do something. And even though that 'something' is watching zombie movies and being an ass, it's still 'something,' which, last time I checked, was better than 'nothing.'

So yeah...

Love me, please. kiss
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7deuce:
i was actually asking around for you because you're from nh and i wanted to socialize with you. you should have come down with the sg boston crew. we would have taken you under oure room. i didn't ignore you did i?
Jul 29, 2005
eternalidiot:
I'm feeling GRRRRRRRREAT, Tony the tiger style. What about you? If you're sad get log.

It's big, it's heavy, it's wood, it's better than bad it's good.

skullSPooKSHoW BaBYARRR!!!
Jul 29, 2005

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