xevilxashleyx

I'm not sure I even know what to say. This weekend was just the right amount of 'busy' while still being relaxing, though I could've done without the drama.

The worst thing about long weekends is that eventually, you have to go back to work. I hate my job, and I want a new one. Yesterday. Bleh.

I'm not sure what, exactly, we did all weekend. All I know is that (I think) The Boy and I have a play date with psychozimeffnes and evldedgrl on wednesday...? I'm not sure yet.
All I know is that yesterday was suckage. We were both tired all day, despite sleeping in and taking a two hour nap, and the day ended with lots of anger and lots of crying on my part. Intentional or not, I've yet to find out. I do hope it was all unintentional, otherwise..well...that'll be severe suckage. But really...whatever.

I hate that nine times out of ten, I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place with these matters. I still can't understand why people feel a need to attack my personal beliefs. ( Personal being the key word...) I can't understand why the word 'vegan' evokes such animosity in people that it doesn't apply to.
This isn't me targeting any one individual - and I know you know what I'm talking about - this is just me trying to understand why some people are just so damn irritated by a thought system different than their own. Why does it matter what's on my plate? Why do you care if it doesn't effect you? Why are meat-eaters so hostile towards non-meat-eaters sometimes? Can anyone explain that to me? I havn't eaten meat in 4 years, and I'm still getting shit about it from my 'friends' and 'family' and it irritates me beyond belief.
As easy as being vegan is physically, it's sometimes hell emotionally. There's no doubt in my mind that morally, I've made the right decision for me, but sometimes...it's so damn difficult to not want to just stay home and avoid people like the damn plague. It sucks when people look at you like you've got five heads and it's got nothing to do with pink hair or tattoos...
As much as I hate the "Vegan Elite," I think I understand why they're such assholes.

*Sigh*

I'm not out to offend anyone, but if I do...too bad, really. I'm not out to makes waves or cause a ruckus between people who've got much more riding on this than I do. I'm not here to cause problems between friends, and I'm not here to make enimies. I'm just out to have a good time, son. I just want to do it my way.