xevilxashleyx

Ugh.

What else is there to say?

I hate my mood swings, mostly because they have a huge impact on those around me and if there's anything I hate, it's hurting people, other than myself, with my stupid actions.

I am such a fucking drama queen this time of year.
Spring comes and bam - my mood swings are in full fucking effect, and quite often they're way out of my control and I don't realize until days later when the damage is already done and there's nothing I can do about it.

Most I can do now is suck it all up and hope for the best, I guess...



*Sigh.*

On a slightly different note, I'm feeling slightly better. When I get sick, I get sick, but I recover quickly. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and do something...

I need a vacation from this every day shit going on around here. I can't really take it on a regular basis, and my mother is driving me insane with her incessant bullshit about my father and the divorce.
Yadda yadda blah blah blah...

I want to move away from here and start anew.

If only it were that easy.