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Wednesday Apr 13, 2005

Apr 13, 2005
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My feelings are hurt.
I'm fucking distraught.
I'm not feeling particularly pretty or awesome or happy right now...in fact, I'm feeling quite the opposite...

Why is it that things never work out?
Why don't things ever go smoothly?

I know this is real life and not the movies, but I mean, come on...honestly, what in the fuck did I do to deserve the shit I go through 99% of the time?

Right now...
I'm angry. I'm jealous. I'm hurt. I'm upset. I could keep going, but none of you give a fuck anyway.

Boys only ever want to fuck. Boys don't want girlfriends, and the ones who do...want a million others besides you.
You're not good enough unless you fit some sort of stupid fucking mold and that upsets me...I guess only because I don't fit any mold that I know of, and therefore I see no reason that anyone else would like what I've got to offer (besides a blow job, people seem to want those left and fucking right...)
Why can't boys ever be happy with the one girl they've got?
The only conclusion I can come to is that they'd like to have a girl to fit every aspect of the "perfect girl" - one is smoking hot but dumb as dirt, so to make up for it they've got the super smart (albeit fat) girl...

Bah. I'm babbling...

Random Fact time...

*As much as I can't stand monotony, I am, strangly, a fan of monogomy. The boys I choose seem to like neither...

*I've got a super poor self image. Ask anyone that knows me.

*I'm bored with life and all it has to offer. I want a new life, or none at all.

*I'm sick. And tired.

*I'm fucking super stressed...which is why I'm sick. And tired.

*Sometimes, I hate this place more than anything.

*I hate everything right now. So..maybe you should ignore this. (Not that I think you pay attention anyway..)

I'm done.

This is fucking lame.

I hate you.

blackeyed
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
eden1:
you have a great profile pic love ...just thought i would throw in my 2cents.

carry on!
Apr 13, 2005
scrap:
There's nothing wrong with - don't let the dumbass immature boys ruin your outlook on life. Enjoy the fun to be had with the stupid boys; when YOU decide. Let the right boy find you too.

You're cute, have grat big eyes, a great smile some crazy ass piercings and a good attitude.

Speaking from the perspective of the dog (boys) I can only offer this: date older men and ALWAYS ask questions. We're oddly hard to get the truth out of even when it's inconsequential. We're dum like that. Or find a guy that's a little more mature for his age - although his age may contribute to how he treats you due to peer pressure from the other idiots ganglin around. Now I'm rambling - anyways. I think you're great.

Apr 14, 2005

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