Yarg. 
Today is the day from hell!
I slept like ass last night, my doggy knocked over a reptile heating lamp, and at 4:30 this morning, a door fell on my head and after vomiting and falling asleep at work, a coworker took me to the hospital and the Doc told me I've got myself a lovely little concussion.
So now, I'm tired from a concussion on top of being tired from no sleep, I'm not supposed to drive but I have to to 1)get a new heat bulb, and 2)bust a move to Dover to see LoadedDiceInc. My room's a mess, and I have no desire to clean it, really.
To boot, it's hell typing this because my motor skills are waaaaaayyyyy off right now. Suck.
Yar.
On the up-side of things, I don't have to work monday. Yay for working for the school system.
But..back to the not-so-up-side: my mom is having her [fifteen year old, blind, almost deaf, half dead] dog put to sleep tomorrow. I hate that dog, and my mom doesn't really care about her at all, but she's super emotional about it, because...you know..when something's been around for fifteen years, you're sad when it's gone. I think...
Anyway, on top of that, my mom lays this guilt trip on me - "I'm losing everything! I have nothing left!" - because 1) my father left her last year for someone only marginally older than me, and she thinks the whole world owes her something for it, 2) her dog is dying, and 3) I have no desire to continuing living with her, and am moving out soonsoonsoon. She's threatening to put my doggy to sleep if I don't take him with me when I go. Dilemma. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with that situation, yet...
Take them as they come, I s'pose...
Yar. I need a nap. If I don't wake up...know that I love you, SGland.
Today is the day from hell!
I slept like ass last night, my doggy knocked over a reptile heating lamp, and at 4:30 this morning, a door fell on my head and after vomiting and falling asleep at work, a coworker took me to the hospital and the Doc told me I've got myself a lovely little concussion.
So now, I'm tired from a concussion on top of being tired from no sleep, I'm not supposed to drive but I have to to 1)get a new heat bulb, and 2)bust a move to Dover to see LoadedDiceInc. My room's a mess, and I have no desire to clean it, really.
To boot, it's hell typing this because my motor skills are waaaaaayyyyy off right now. Suck.
Yar.
On the up-side of things, I don't have to work monday. Yay for working for the school system.
But..back to the not-so-up-side: my mom is having her [fifteen year old, blind, almost deaf, half dead] dog put to sleep tomorrow. I hate that dog, and my mom doesn't really care about her at all, but she's super emotional about it, because...you know..when something's been around for fifteen years, you're sad when it's gone. I think...
Anyway, on top of that, my mom lays this guilt trip on me - "I'm losing everything! I have nothing left!" - because 1) my father left her last year for someone only marginally older than me, and she thinks the whole world owes her something for it, 2) her dog is dying, and 3) I have no desire to continuing living with her, and am moving out soonsoonsoon. She's threatening to put my doggy to sleep if I don't take him with me when I go. Dilemma. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with that situation, yet...
Take them as they come, I s'pose...
Yar. I need a nap. If I don't wake up...know that I love you, SGland.
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i'll be ther today to if you around
mary!
i doubt your mom will kill tour dog once hers is gone. sorry by the way. my new love just found out her dog has lymphoma, dead in two months
and it is more fun when i don't know what i'm doing. right again, cheers.
k, bye.