Gah! I'm tired. 
I worked for twelve hours today, and I was alone for eight of them. It figures that the one day I have plans is the day that I end up working twelve hours.
Ohhh well, I'm hurtin' for money, and I guess this is as good a way as any to get it...
There was something importante I had to say, but...
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I worked for twelve hours today, and I was alone for eight of them. It figures that the one day I have plans is the day that I end up working twelve hours.
Ohhh well, I'm hurtin' for money, and I guess this is as good a way as any to get it...
There was something importante I had to say, but...
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I keep talking to God, but the sky is empty...
It's been a long day, and even though it's not been a bad day, I wish it were over.
I slept for another 12 hours last night, but it seems I wake up every three hours no matter how long I sleep. I woke up at exactly midnight, frantic. I jumped out of bed from...
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It's been a long day, and even though it's not been a bad day, I wish it were over.
I slept for another 12 hours last night, but it seems I wake up every three hours no matter how long I sleep. I woke up at exactly midnight, frantic. I jumped out of bed from...
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stretchnugs:
Hey what's going on? How are you doing? Good and better I hope. As far as where I have been, I've been out doing shit with Sam and her friends for the past few days. Sorry I wasn't around. I will try to give you a call tomorrow. I'm happy to read that I helped ya out at least a little bit anyway. Just keep it in mind...any time at all. I'm here for you. But anyways...hope all is well or at least better, and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
hyenahell:
haha. i love that dog. i think it's the cutest. 
bad dreams and persistant waking up sucks. i do that pretty much every night. my imagination's too vivid for it's own good, and my body really just doesn't like to sleep.
i know how you feel about the emptiness bit. it's been super hard for me adjusting to not being in school, not being able to make art whenever i choose to, not being around people who share my interests and are motivated, and such... i feel like i've just been wasting time, idling for the past year or so.
it's fucking horrid.
and SG is weird like that- no matter what you're thinking, or how alone you feel, there's someone out there thinking and feeling the same things. and sometimes you find them out of chance, and sometimes they're just out there floating in cyberspace and you'll never connect. i suppose it's kind of like real life, like that.
anyway, glad i found you!
-Hyena.
bad dreams and persistant waking up sucks. i do that pretty much every night. my imagination's too vivid for it's own good, and my body really just doesn't like to sleep.
i know how you feel about the emptiness bit. it's been super hard for me adjusting to not being in school, not being able to make art whenever i choose to, not being around people who share my interests and are motivated, and such... i feel like i've just been wasting time, idling for the past year or so.
it's fucking horrid.
and SG is weird like that- no matter what you're thinking, or how alone you feel, there's someone out there thinking and feeling the same things. and sometimes you find them out of chance, and sometimes they're just out there floating in cyberspace and you'll never connect. i suppose it's kind of like real life, like that.
anyway, glad i found you!
-Hyena.
Sooo..yeah.
This and that and the other thing, and I'm bored to high hell and back! Finally had the conversation I've been dying to have, though it's not made me feel any better, really. I think. Or maybe it has? I don't know.
I've got high hopes, but hope is for the unmotivated, and it gets you nowhere. So bust a move, I shall, as...
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This and that and the other thing, and I'm bored to high hell and back! Finally had the conversation I've been dying to have, though it's not made me feel any better, really. I think. Or maybe it has? I don't know.
I've got high hopes, but hope is for the unmotivated, and it gets you nowhere. So bust a move, I shall, as...
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madhatter32481:
Yea I am in Maine and I saw Mushroomhead, they kicked ass. Sorry you missed out on the show. I was looking at your pix and damn you super fucking hot. Its weird, as much as I am as love chicks with nipple rings, I have never been with a chick with em, I have gotten a few lap dances from strippers is all. So I am sorry u are bored. I hope you have a good night... 
carpe_diem:
dammit come stay with me and hang out
ThankyouXinfinity to those of you that care, it's greatly appreciated, and wonderous to know I'm not alone when I thought I was.
However, things aren't so bad (but that's only because I've had a chance to talk about it with someone, and even though it wasn't the 'someone' I needed to talk about it with, it was good to be able to talk about it...)...
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However, things aren't so bad (but that's only because I've had a chance to talk about it with someone, and even though it wasn't the 'someone' I needed to talk about it with, it was good to be able to talk about it...)...
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lexie:
im glad things are getting a leeetle better. it takes time to heal darlin, but i've got some band aids that might help
you lucky girl, I want to go to the Fetish Fair ah well can't win'em all. I will be going to the boston tattoo convention tho. you should come out for that methinks. iffn you wants to.
you lucky girl, I want to go to the Fetish Fair
ah well can't win'em all. I will be going to the boston tattoo convention tho. you should come out for that methinks. iffn you wants to.
_robdog_:
Sorry to hear you're having a tough go. If you ever need someone to talk to or you're bored hit me up on Yahoo. Cheers...
Things...have officially fallen apart.
When it rains, it pours...
Please...someone love me, becuase right now...I need a shoulder to cry on, and I need it desperatly.
When it rains, it pours...
Please...someone love me, becuase right now...I need a shoulder to cry on, and I need it desperatly.
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psychozimeffnes:
you have my number call me anytime please
dirty__1:
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I really need to stop thinking that things are looking up for me, because every time I do...things fall apart...
So, I get this great new job. I'm motivated and excited and yadda yadda whatever, mostly because it pays me well enough that in a few months, I can look forward to moving out, but also because...well..it's been ages since I've had a job I...
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So, I get this great new job. I'm motivated and excited and yadda yadda whatever, mostly because it pays me well enough that in a few months, I can look forward to moving out, but also because...well..it's been ages since I've had a job I...
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nonameninja:
you know if you had a shirt that said all of that we could both wear them 
I feel the sameway about life and have the smae problems....minus the getting pulled over...I wish there was something of value I could say but I'm not really good with words...hope it gets better
I feel the sameway about life and have the smae problems....minus the getting pulled over...I wish there was something of value I could say but I'm not really good with words...hope it gets better
psychozimeffnes:
im sorry
Yay for new jobs! Boo for starting them at 7am halfway through the week, but...Yay for money! 
An extra $500/month means I can move out soonish, but shh! no one tell my mom!
Have a wonderous day, lovelies!
An extra $500/month means I can move out soonish, but shh! no one tell my mom!
Have a wonderous day, lovelies!
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_robdog_:
Cool to hear about the new job, cheers...
dirty__1:
NEW JOB YAY!!!
7a.m. BOOOOOO!!!!!
7a.m. BOOOOOO!!!!!
Insomnia = suckness.
I have so much on my mind that I just can't shut myself off even though I've been up for 21 hours...
I just have so much crap to do tomorrow, and even though it's all minor stuff it's slightly overwhelming for my fragile, tiny mind!
Things like doing laundry and making dinner and running minor errands. All things I actually enjoy...
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lexie:
that gas mask
stretchnugs:
I'm totally digging all that shiznit. Like hardcore know what I'm saying homie? Word. But anyhow..yeah I didn't go see the movie, but me thinks that tomorrow I will, I got nothing better to do. But yeah I think that be it. So peace out and I'll talk to you later.
Bleh!
The floor guys came yesterday and accomplished nothing spectacular. Hardly worth the effort I had to put into moving everything from here to there and back again. Oh well.
So I went and saw The Devil's Rejects with The Boy and Drumzilla last night. Despite it's goodness, I'm semi-surprised that after not sleeping for damn near 24 hours, I didn't fall asleep during it....
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The floor guys came yesterday and accomplished nothing spectacular. Hardly worth the effort I had to put into moving everything from here to there and back again. Oh well.
So I went and saw The Devil's Rejects with The Boy and Drumzilla last night. Despite it's goodness, I'm semi-surprised that after not sleeping for damn near 24 hours, I didn't fall asleep during it....
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carpe_diem:
hehehe we are teh cool 
eternalidiot:
I love gas masks too. You can't tell, but in my member pic I'm also in a straight jacket that these guys made me for a live show a while and a half ago.
Secondly on the list of things that aren't first in line: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Short bus company. That's awesome. If you get that job you will be a God and I'll make a shrine in my closet dedicated to your work at el Provider-o.
Secondly on the list of things that aren't first in line: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Short bus company. That's awesome. If you get that job you will be a God and I'll make a shrine in my closet dedicated to your work at el Provider-o.
So, it's not even 7am yet. I just got home, and I havn't slept at all, and strangely...I'm not tired. Not yet, anyway...
So, emotionally...these last few days have been rough. It's just another one of those times where I either want to get traaaaashed, or just punch myself in the face repeatedly. I hate it.
I think I'll just take some crack and not...
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So, emotionally...these last few days have been rough. It's just another one of those times where I either want to get traaaaashed, or just punch myself in the face repeatedly. I hate it.
I think I'll just take some crack and not...
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nonameninja:
I was paying $315 in insurence for a 92 honda with 3 tickets and I was also on my mom insurence....thats fucked...a buddy of mine has the same car with 7 tickets and a hit and run and his insurence is more..in the 10 years I've been driving I've never hit anything
psyko514:
hey, i've got a question about your star tattoos, if you don't mind.
how long did they take and approx how much did they cost?
i'm asking because i want similar tattoos, but higher on my chest.
how long did they take and approx how much did they cost?
i'm asking because i want similar tattoos, but higher on my chest.
Bleh...
I cried for three hours or so last night. I was upset and hurt and angry and no matter how hard I tried to do it, I couldn't think of anything positive. I just kept thinking "I'm not good enough, that's why" and I couldn't help it.
Sexual frustation will do that to me. EVERY TIME.
I also came home this morning, downloaded some...
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I cried for three hours or so last night. I was upset and hurt and angry and no matter how hard I tried to do it, I couldn't think of anything positive. I just kept thinking "I'm not good enough, that's why" and I couldn't help it.
Sexual frustation will do that to me. EVERY TIME.
I also came home this morning, downloaded some...
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7deuce:
i was actually asking around for you because you're from nh and i wanted to socialize with you. you should have come down with the sg boston crew. we would have taken you under oure room. i didn't ignore you did i?
eternalidiot:
I'm feeling GRRRRRRRREAT, Tony the tiger style. What about you? If you're sad get log.
It's big, it's heavy, it's wood, it's better than bad it's good.
SPooKSHoW BaBY
It's big, it's heavy, it's wood, it's better than bad it's good.
SPooKSHoW BaBY
i had a look through your photos earlier.. there are some awesome images there. you certainly photograph well
how did it go today.. or is that later..?
time difference