ok, I think I've officially procrastinated too long.

I'm too fucking tired to think straight.

Uploading 62 photos is a pain in the ass.

Fairuza Balk is surpisingly approachable and friendly.

Lesa & Booshanky throw a mean party.

I feel

Elfin kicks ass.

Drunken parties are good for the soul, if not for the head.

Sleep is unfortunately necessary.

Thanksgiving, xen0s style...

Sleep really freakin late...
Wake up to your roommate making food for his mom's dinner, then watch him leave...
Put on comfy jammies...
Take two pieces of good quality brown bread, slather with mustard and mayo, apply cheese and turkey...
pop one bag of popcorn...
make yourself a double... or a triple...
watch movies, eat sandwich, munch popcorn, and get slowly blitzed......
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Hmmm... sometimes life just kicks you square in the pants and after it stops stinging, you realize you head is spinning.

Too many thoughts.

Too many questions.

Too many worries.

Not enough answers.

Not enough time.

Don't fall asleep...

Nevermind

Official reply:

Yeah.

Right.

Whatever.

I feel like I want to write something serious.
Something that will explain the way that I feel and make you understand.
Something that will make it clearer for me.
But nothing is coming out.
I just feel blank now.
I feel like my entire being has been voided.
I just wish you understood that.



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Random cards for the day:

Past: Justice Reversed--Law in...
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fuck

fuckfuckfuckfuck

fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuckfuck

ever have one of those days where you would welcome a bullet to the brain?

fuck

you're working like a monkey
who's been training by a sick junkie
on a mission to get money
for a new suit and tie

to wear to a reception
where they envy your deception
and give complements and praises
to the ones they despise

practicing your smile
in the mirror all the while
trying to cultivate the style
of the bastards in power

i know...
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