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Ok, well, I couldn't think of much to say today, so I figured I'd give you a tour of my best scars.

Ok, everybody on the tram... please keep your hands and feet inside the tram, or you might end up looking like this... if you are repulsed by scar tissue or tales of bodily damage, leave now...

It was a warm spring Florida day...
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fallen1carus:
sweet! if you have some larger pics of those scars i would love to put them up on my site. i think scars are so interesting... and there's usually a cool story behind them too.
jamy:
that's fucked up!
great story though
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Hrrmmm..

Today I was told by a black friend of mine that in my current get-up (work-shirt w/white shirt underneath denim shorts and 12" army boots) and with my current haircut/facial hair, that I look like a skinhead/white supremacist. This bothers me greatly. Something shall be done. I dunno what tho.
I'm currently growing my hair out, and I'll probably bleach/dye it in the relatively...
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solisis:
The best I can suggest is to be yourself. If it means that some few associate you with racists then at least you know that the ka-bar D2-7 impact combat knife is the choice weapon for close quarter assault.
I happen to think you look like a skater before skinhead. I'm not sure which I'd dislike being compared to more...except that I can still skate.
umm...I'll shut up now
echo:
You could try wearing a dainty lil choker, ya never know, it might suit you. that or some gay wristbands. the flamer look might help counteract the neo nazi look.
good luck
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I hate screaming children. Not so much just to hate them really, but just because 99.9999% of the time there's not a damned thing I can do to stop them.

I never used to consider myself a control freak, but I guess I am, and screaming children are a blatant reminder of the fact that I'm not really in control of anything. I don't like...
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solisis:
I've dwelled intensely on the prospect of isolation. I figure that I could just spend my life conditioning the underhalls of a missile silo into my own miniature city like the ones at golf n stuff, you know... complete with secret passages and treasure. Then I die off and will it to some distant family member who will find much adventure in perusing the minitropolis I've created. It would be much easier than feigning the status quo.
Children. I used to carry a tiara around cause it silences little girls who are crying or acting unruly. I used to attend religious meetings for no good reason other than to learn the lifestyle in effort to argue it from an educated standpoint and without fail some little girl would cry or misbehave. So I'd put a tiara on her head and she'd shut up. Every girl wants to be a princess and fortunately little girls are easily distracted. Like an animal her focus shifts with any opportunity.
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This is the second time.
Another person I know has disappeared.
Maybe it's strange that it affects me, butI don't really know.
I didn't know him well. In fact, I really only knew him in passing at work.
But I still feel a loss. I feel as if something was taken away from me. A possibility removed from my life.
I barely knew him, but...
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dia:
SF driving to Long Beach in no traffic is about 6 hours, not 12, I promise, done it many, many times. 8 max, if you lag. It's totally not a bad drive. Leave by 10 am (after traffic lets up) and don't make too many stops, and you'll be to SF before hitting any more traffic along the way. I've done it in 4 and a half hours, but I was speeding. Worst I ever did was 10 hours, and that was in godforsaken stop traffic through three places en route. Just make sure to take the 5 all the way up until you hit 580, and then cut through from there.
solisis:
Dia's right. I drive that route far and away more often than I'd like (last sunday to be exact for the second time that week) I make it in 5 hours easy and I'm doing 75 on cruise control the whole time. Much easier at night by the way.
Oh yeah... people do want to talk to you. When you do come to SF drop a line and I'll bet I can get us into some crazy ass adventures. they always seem to surface randomly for me.
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I'm feeling more and more restless and bored lately. I'm not quite sure why, but I'm suddenly feeling like I don't belong anywhere. Ever since I was a kid I always kinda floated between different groups of people, and always got along with people, but never quite fit in. That went away for a while through high school and since then, but it feels like...
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solisis:
good lord, you live in long beach. I have to wonder what you do to avoid meeting people.
judging by your tastes in music and films I imagine you have a decent amount in common with a lot of people. I'll shut up now. I probably just made the list of people you want to kill.
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well, today, i felt like seeing what it would be like if i pirated a tv signal, and told the world what I thought of television in general.
So, this picture is dedicated to the television moguls...
Enjoy.

have a weird one,
xen0s
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Well, It's a crappy pic, but it's about the best I can do on short notice.
If you're reading this, I pity you.
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Well, I just made rent, and I had a couple bucks left over. What ever should I do with it? I could buy food, or perhaps a couple more cigarettes...

But why would I want to, when I can come here and enjoy myself a hell of a lot more?

I want to thank Echo, Claudia, Echo, Veronica and Echo for convincing me I needed...
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