Ah, but chaos is fun sometimes...
the random rolling and twisting, the flips and wiggles...
tha banging against walls and bashing of skulls...
the rending and wrenching of limbs and souls...
the harmonious sorrow and the dischordant joy...
The confusion, the terror, the insanity...
it all blends and melds and repeats and stops and starts and coagulates and disperses and crashes in upon itself...
patterns... Read More
Ok, I should be driving to school right now, so I can talk to admissions people, but I just wanted to say hey to everyone that writes in here...
I really do appreciate it.
I'm working on a website right now, and I will hopefulyl have that up before the end of the month...
If anyone has art/poetry/whatever that they want to share, I'm planning... Read More
Wow, I haven't had that much political propaganda thrown at me since high school in political history.
I had a fine and strangely enjoyable saturday night hangin out with some anarchists, listening to rap, hearing tales of police brutality and murder, and having a girl try to explain, in 5000 words or more, why she believed in Trotskyism.
The anarchists seemed nice enough, mostly messed... Read More
Why does life constantly make me doubt?
Doubt my motivations...
Doubt my emotions...
Doubt... me...
Sometines you just read something, or hear something, and it sends your brain into a tailspin... around and around and around, with the ground coming up fast...
I used to punch holes through the ground... to rip pieces of myself away on the jagged edges... to cover myself with scar... Read More
Well, had one last bash for Jim yesterday evening. Was good. Lots of people there to remember him and say goodbye.
Everyone chilling out by a firepit at Bolsa Chica, drinking and laughing and remembering happy things.
Everyone spontaneously gathering around the bonfire, dropping roses into the fire with a favorite memory or a prayer or what have you.
Everyone ending up at varied stages... Read More
just wish I had enough money to get some decent alcohol. vodka, or rum, or even better Bombay Sapphire gin, with tonic water and a lime slice.... heaven.
someone was drunk when that label was written....
My boss once "bought" me off my friend when he was drunk...he wrote a check for 1,800 dollars, which looked like 180,000 since he put no decimal point in the amount box. needless to say it was a useless check since no mortal could decipher the scribble. funny none the less, though.
tzeench