xenos

to be totally honest... I don't want to know what is happening in the world anymore. every time someone tells me what's happening, all i hear about is pain, suffering and death. pain, suffering and death. isn't there anything else left? what good is life in a world that is fixated on the worst possible outcomes? when i was a kid, i understood everything. everything made sense. people made sense. i knew how things worked and no one died. now i come to find out that i was wrong. that my sheltered little life is at an end. that everything that i thought was true about the world and about people and about life in general was terribly skewed. well, shit... now i do know the truth. now i do know about the reality: pain, suffering and death. it all begins to make more sense in a sickening, gruesome kind of way. i have wondered, day after day, week after week, why people have gotten more and more stupid, why intelligence has waned so seriously. it is much easier to ignore reality and the world around you, the pain and the suffering and the senseless, pointless death that swirls around you everyday. it is so much easier to forget when you are stupid. welcome to america today: land of the isolated and home of the stupid.