xenos

I need more road trips. I need more randomness in my life. The routines I get myself into constantly threaten my sanity. I need a wild life. A life of confusion and nonconformity. No ties. Nothing holding me back. The ability to up and go anywhere, anytime.

I feel like I've been shutting myself down piece by piece for years. I want to explode. I want to know everything. Feel everything. Be everything. I want to understand it all. I want to let myself out.

I think I've gone invisible.