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Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

Jan 13, 2004
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Apparently, to some women in this world, I am a sex god...
I was not aware of this previously, and it kind of disturbs me, as I tend to think of myself as a rather dumpy little twerp.

No accounting for taste eh?

Now back to reality... talking to ex-girlfriends is a strangely creepy thing to do.
It bothers me, I guess, that she hasn't moved on even a year and a half later. She hasn't figured out why I left her, even though our idea of a good time was to get into screaming matches.
And even more bothersome is the fact that she seems to have the idea that I am the root of her current love troubles as she "hasn't been able to fall in love" since I left her. Apparently she fell in love on a daily basis before me.


I don't understand, or maybe I refuse to understand how little thought people actually put into their lives and how little they actually learn from their experiences. If something hurts you, don't do it again! I'm not saying, don't try to find someone or don't fall in love, that would just result in shutting yourself off from the world. But look at the relationships you've had, and I mean REALLY fucking look and ruminate and meditate and fucking figure out what really is happening. It might take a little while, but every living human being, given the time and effort can solve their own problems.


hmmm... I'm getting too bitter and pissy now. Perhaps it would be better if I just go to bed.
/RANT


On a brighter note: I'm back in school, and rather enjoying myself. My painting skills need some work, but I think I'm going to be doing a lot more ceramics in the future...


Another brief rant:
My biggest frustration in life is being surrounded by people that refuse to admit that their actions have consequences that affect more than just themselves. Whether you like it or not, everything in our world is interconnected, and we need to start caring about something other than me me me really fucking soon, or this boat is going down.

Jeez, but I'm irritable today...


my mind is going, i can feel it robot
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
sebsis:
Hmmm... I wonder if I can McGuyver you up a lifelike robotic decoy to replace you at work. I have a coke can, the carburator off my '68 Falcon, a coffee cup lid from a 20 oz cup of Circle K coffee, and some duct tape. McGuyver could do it.

Unfortunately I'm not him...
Jan 19, 2004
sebsis:
Something came up, and I couldn't make it. Sorry. Maybe we can just hang out at Justin's again soon or something.
Jan 21, 2004

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