xenah

The break up has been great! Is it okay to say that? lol I was so blinded by what I thought was love but now I have come to see that what I had was a load of shit. I have been going out and having a good time lately. I have run into so many great guys and it is scary to think I was ready to settle for what I had before. Sometimes kissing and having sex with my boyfriend sucked and I thought of it as a chore or obligation. I met one guy in paticular who is AMAZING. Yes i know everything is best when you first meet someone but he is INTOXICATING. He is so passionate and knows how to be polite. We were hardcore making out the other night and I thought for sure he was going to ask me to have sex but guess what he did instead?! He lifted up my chin and said I really like you and I dont want to have sex, I want to take things slow and get to know you. He is amazing and I like him soooo much already. Ha I probably sound like a love sick puppy but I CANT BELIEVE the passion and awesomeness I have been missing out in life. I feel bad being over my boyfriend so fast but he was bad for me. I am not dating this guy just getting to know him a bit better but I am already head over heels for him.
I have beeen doing a little too much of this