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Thanks for the band suggestions. I do enjoy Metal but I don't listen to it that much. Mostly when I'm in the mood to rage. But thanks again.

I want to make more friends on here as well. I was pretty inactive for a big chunk of 2010 and when I finally came back I found that most of the people I was pretty good friends with had either left the site or had become inactive themselves Also need to work on strengthening the friendships that I still have on here

So you read the whole thing huh? Haha, I gotta say that makes me happy I really didn't think anyone would read it all. It definitely hasn't been easy to stay positive about things in recent years...But like I said, I just finally realized that the way I was living wasn't working...And then when I remembered what it was like to live a healthy and normal life, I just wanted to do everything I could to stay that way. Haven't felt this way in so long...Feels good to have a renewed sense of hope.

Although I have to admit that I'm also a bit scared. Every time I've been hopeful like this in the past I'd end up getting a call from my doctor saying that the tumor has started growing again. I'm just hoping that this time will be different. I'm so sorry to hear about what you had to go through. That really sucks, but I'm glad you ended up getting out of that situation.

And I'm glad you like my hair haha I'm just happy that I finally decided on a style. Was growing it out for so long without any real clue about what I was going to do with it...Then I saw Christian Bale on the cover of Esquire and was just like "K, going with that" lol...

Hope you had a good first day of school! I start up on Monday...Excited and dreading it at the same time haha