sorry for the lack of updates. i have been so heartbroken the last few days I recently broke up with my boyfriend who meant everything to me. I have never expiercened such joy with anyone else. The worst part is that I am all to blame for what happened. So I am doing better today though and am trying to move on. I just fear that I will never share anything as speical with another person ever again. I will be updating much more frequently now that I feel like talking again.
chipdanger:
I know things seem really bad right now. You've lost your best friend. You'll find another person when the time's right. Hang in there.
freakykitty:
aw so sorry. hang in there. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but the pain will stop and allow your heart to open to someone else eventually. In the meantime hug your kitties lots! 
