I am so depressed. I was fighting with my best friend who is also my roommate. She moved in with my boyfriend and I after she broke up with her boyfriend and lost her job back in July. I said she did not have to pay the first months rent so I could help her out. But she has not paid full months rent since, and now I am having a hard time paying my bills. This is stressing me out so bad and I just want to cry all the time. I know this is not how to fix things but I can't help it. My school did not turn in my FASFA that I handed in durring March and now I have no money for school or bills! They tried making it seem like my fault, how dare they! I am so upset. Now my friend and I are fighting as well, she seems so ungrateful for everything. She will be loosing her job again at the end of October becuase the store is moving. She did not make a good effort to find a job so I fear that she will display similar actions when she loses her job this coming october. I want new friends but I tend to not get along with people. I have social problems and I fear social interactions. I dont feel like it is worth putting myself through the torture of meeting new people, I hate it. Maybe I am better off by myself but I long for meaningful companionship. I want to have friends but I sabotage most. What's wrong with me? I hate shit. 
stupit_m_i:
You need to not be so nice to her. Put a gun to her head and tell her you want your money or she going to be giving bj's out on the street to pay rent. Even a street wlaker knows at the end of the day you pay the rent or sleep in your car. It's her problem not yours. I hope your family can help you until you get back on your feet.