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I went shopping with my Grandma today, it was great. I love spending time with her. She and my Aunt are the only family I have. I honestly do not mind though sometimes I even like it that way. Obviously it has it's downsides at times but I do enjoy it most of the time. I am not a very social person and it bums me out, I want to be social sometimes. Like when my boyfriend and I go to parties (which we almost never do) or his friend's house I just cannot handle it. I get so nervous and upset with myself.

Still have not got around to watching Rabid Grannies. I have to go to school tomorrow and I have not been studying as much as i should. I am really on a roll here today with depressing shit. I am also still sick. I am going to get in bed and maybe study, I need to watch some metalocalypse and eat Ben and Jerry's cherry garcia(the frozen yogurt one which is soooo much better by the way).