New tattoo. I got my neck outline all the way around done....minus one part on the back.
but the new addittion is a pair of brass knuckles with a scroll that reads "Speak the Truth" for all you bullshitting motherfuckers out there, and for the fans of the hxc scene you know where it comes from.
I will post pictures.
I have 6 more sessions....
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but the new addittion is a pair of brass knuckles with a scroll that reads "Speak the Truth" for all you bullshitting motherfuckers out there, and for the fans of the hxc scene you know where it comes from.
I will post pictures.
I have 6 more sessions....
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Gay pride in Downtown Denver this weekend.
Let me tell you I saw more asses and dicks then I have in my whole entire life.
There had to be gay guys emberassed to be gay after that fucking vulgar and verbose display of home-erotica that I have ever seen in my whole entire life.
On another note.
I purchased a Computer for my house
and...
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Let me tell you I saw more asses and dicks then I have in my whole entire life.
There had to be gay guys emberassed to be gay after that fucking vulgar and verbose display of home-erotica that I have ever seen in my whole entire life.
On another note.
I purchased a Computer for my house
and...
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miyu:
I believe in gay pride. I have alot of gay friends. However, I still believe in decency. How can you bring up kids to think gay is ok when someone is just being rude and gross?
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Hmmmm toys!
Today I didn't buy toys just a pair of shoes. I bought new toys in January.... new memory tank and some klipsch speakers. *purr*
How am I.... better now that it is the weekend.
Run away on vacation and come visit me this summer! There is an electronic music festival up here at the beginning of August!
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Hmmmm toys!
Today I didn't buy toys just a pair of shoes. I bought new toys in January.... new memory tank and some klipsch speakers. *purr*
How am I.... better now that it is the weekend.
Run away on vacation and come visit me this summer! There is an electronic music festival up here at the beginning of August!
miyu:
It's an awesome festival. I've been going for quite awhile and now I manage the merchandise for 'it. It would be awesome to have a guest to take along!
What are your electronic top five ?
I've never been to Nova Scotia. I've been to lots of other places in Canada but not the Islands. I'd like to drive down the Canada/ US coast at some point.
What are your electronic top five ?
I've never been to Nova Scotia. I've been to lots of other places in Canada but not the Islands. I'd like to drive down the Canada/ US coast at some point.
LIFE.....
Is fucking retarded
The end.
Is fucking retarded
The end.
miyu:
Are you having one of those kind of weeks too?!
It's the full moon......!
It's the full moon......!
I demand that you like this
and don't laugh
this is a hold up
I demand that you like me
and dont smirk
I will kill you
Captured
forget it
Lost
What the fuck is going on?
and don't laugh
this is a hold up
I demand that you like me
and dont smirk
I will kill you
Captured
forget it
Lost
What the fuck is going on?
miyu:
A structural engineer? I just had a ground engineer over to look at my basement not long ago. Structural I am guessing is above ground?
Yes, he's a stupid fuck. Maybe I am too for loving him the way I did.
Artist in Residence! Yay! I was one for three years. I loved it. I miss it. What exactly is your residency?
...... you have a lot of implied weapons and threats in your poetry..... I like it. Haha. This one paints a very vivid character in my head..... with a very big gun.
Yes, he's a stupid fuck. Maybe I am too for loving him the way I did.
Artist in Residence! Yay! I was one for three years. I loved it. I miss it. What exactly is your residency?
...... you have a lot of implied weapons and threats in your poetry..... I like it. Haha. This one paints a very vivid character in my head..... with a very big gun.
miyu:
Hmmm an entity.... no, but that's an interesting thought.
I don't want to say because it will give away the ending. However, I will just say that it's a lot less complicated than that. Then again maybe it's not?
I personify alot in my writing. I love making things move. Haha... go figure.
How have I been.... busy too. I've been working extra hours at work so I can learn the books , all the ins and outs and try and have some neat programming for the kids this summer.
I went back to the town I used to live in yesterday. It was very difficult. The experience is worth a journal entry if I can tackle it.
I have a friend who owns a construction and contracting business here. He's intensely busy. We are in the middle of a housing and economic boom in my city. I bought my house 7 months ago and made about 80,000 dollars on it since. Crazy! It makes me feel a little better because I have to brace my basement due to our nasty clay based soil here. Anyway, he's got work coming out the wazoo...
Supressed emotions.... yes. All my eroticsm comes out in my dance pieces. It's subtle but there. My dance work is my best voice for everything. It's when I feel completely myself and beautiful.
Not too many people understand that about the arts, that the arts are our voices.
I don't want to say because it will give away the ending. However, I will just say that it's a lot less complicated than that. Then again maybe it's not?
I personify alot in my writing. I love making things move. Haha... go figure.
How have I been.... busy too. I've been working extra hours at work so I can learn the books , all the ins and outs and try and have some neat programming for the kids this summer.
I went back to the town I used to live in yesterday. It was very difficult. The experience is worth a journal entry if I can tackle it.
I have a friend who owns a construction and contracting business here. He's intensely busy. We are in the middle of a housing and economic boom in my city. I bought my house 7 months ago and made about 80,000 dollars on it since. Crazy! It makes me feel a little better because I have to brace my basement due to our nasty clay based soil here. Anyway, he's got work coming out the wazoo...
Supressed emotions.... yes. All my eroticsm comes out in my dance pieces. It's subtle but there. My dance work is my best voice for everything. It's when I feel completely myself and beautiful.
Not too many people understand that about the arts, that the arts are our voices.
This world is ravaged and dead
A hollow shell of artillery riding shotgun
Inside this white page blasphemous age, I keep a trinket of writing
A eulogy sylogy of epiphanies and jaded idealism
but inside this directional heart diagram with holes punched in it
knife is a four letter word
A hollow shell of artillery riding shotgun
Inside this white page blasphemous age, I keep a trinket of writing
A eulogy sylogy of epiphanies and jaded idealism
but inside this directional heart diagram with holes punched in it
knife is a four letter word
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miyu:
Hehehe..... I'm ok with the fact that the wish sucks. I laughed pretty hard when I read that.
Yes, I see what you are saying though. That hoping without resolution sucks. I'm born and trained into loving process as much as the resolution and outcome. The process, it may seem to suck but you peel away the surface and underneath it's not so bad.
I would love a massage! I would totally hit you up too as long as you've got good fingers. I don't mind a bit of pain to make the muscles release.
I won't be making any dance pieces for awhile. This new job is taking up all my brain power. However, I do have a dance piece stationed in the back burner of my brain. I need to work on my injuries first and get back into it the right way.... You know, you can just come up to Canada and visit dance or not. There ya go, there's an invite.
I did tell him I had a crush on him in fact I told him alot more. He turned the other cheek. I don't fall in love easily or quickly and that was quite the blow. Some people are not meant to be with each other. I learned alot.
Yes, I see what you are saying though. That hoping without resolution sucks. I'm born and trained into loving process as much as the resolution and outcome. The process, it may seem to suck but you peel away the surface and underneath it's not so bad.
I would love a massage! I would totally hit you up too as long as you've got good fingers. I don't mind a bit of pain to make the muscles release.
I won't be making any dance pieces for awhile. This new job is taking up all my brain power. However, I do have a dance piece stationed in the back burner of my brain. I need to work on my injuries first and get back into it the right way.... You know, you can just come up to Canada and visit dance or not. There ya go, there's an invite.
I did tell him I had a crush on him in fact I told him alot more. He turned the other cheek. I don't fall in love easily or quickly and that was quite the blow. Some people are not meant to be with each other. I learned alot.
xeleganceisdeadx:
He's a stupid fuck. Just to let you know.
Well I have pretty great hands. I am in the construction field as a structural engineer, along with being an artist in residence.
I hope you get all your ailments worked out.
Things should come together for you pretty soon
Yeah the process is as important as the imperative resolution.
Love
xxx
Well I have pretty great hands. I am in the construction field as a structural engineer, along with being an artist in residence.
I hope you get all your ailments worked out.
Things should come together for you pretty soon
Yeah the process is as important as the imperative resolution.
Love
xxx
1). Kaliotzakis was his best friend. He was also a maniac. When he talked about girls, he would smoosh his penis into the wall
2). The way her hands twisted in her lap made his heart break.
3). If you could jerk off to something else like a hamburger, couldn't you imagine the delight in being alive.
4). Reggie made him feel like the ice...
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2). The way her hands twisted in her lap made his heart break.
3). If you could jerk off to something else like a hamburger, couldn't you imagine the delight in being alive.
4). Reggie made him feel like the ice...
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miyu:
I love those!
I love them!
I'm going to read them again and then read them again later......
I'm reading a book about zen buddhism right now. I'm so intrigued by it.
My rabbit is very cute but he is pure asshole. Cute is what has kept him in my house or from being stew. He recently knawed on my klipsch speaker cords. RAWR!
layered metaphors.... I'm always thinking in layers. It gets me into trouble sometimes. Most people don't want things defined 10 ways, just one. It's just the way i'm hardwired to think. it's what makes me creative, drives me crazy, makes me live and breathe and want to cry too. Did I mention that beds are a place of reckoning and sometimes I get insomnia? Haha.
I want to comment on your words but I have to jet to work asap. I'll be back.
I love that it's a list.
I love them!
I'm going to read them again and then read them again later......
I'm reading a book about zen buddhism right now. I'm so intrigued by it.
My rabbit is very cute but he is pure asshole. Cute is what has kept him in my house or from being stew. He recently knawed on my klipsch speaker cords. RAWR!
layered metaphors.... I'm always thinking in layers. It gets me into trouble sometimes. Most people don't want things defined 10 ways, just one. It's just the way i'm hardwired to think. it's what makes me creative, drives me crazy, makes me live and breathe and want to cry too. Did I mention that beds are a place of reckoning and sometimes I get insomnia? Haha.
I want to comment on your words but I have to jet to work asap. I'll be back.
I love that it's a list.
Epilogues and Eulogies
Faded imagery and lustful ignition
a violent burst of red and blue
we seek shelter from jaded smiles
and light buildings
that burn for miles
and in this simple retribution we find
symmetry
Faded imagery and lustful ignition
a violent burst of red and blue
we seek shelter from jaded smiles
and light buildings
that burn for miles
and in this simple retribution we find
symmetry
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miyu:
I'll see what I can do...
miyu:
Hahaha....
interesting question.
I've never written about a bed before but I have this crazy image locked in my head of this wish coiling uplike the roots of a tree through the matress and I really like it.
Beds.... My sleep is really broken up right now because of a shoulder injury. Everytime I roll over it jars me awake so I have to lay in one or two positions all night.... maybe that's it? I think beds are a place of reckoning. It's one place I gear down and have time to think (if I don't fall asleep first). Also, it's an Asian tradition (Chinese?) to put a New Year's wish under your bed for the year...... where on earth did I read that? Hmmmm...... I'm a big into layered metaphors and multiple meanings in all my artistic work.
Good question. I never post this long. Haha!
interesting question.
I've never written about a bed before but I have this crazy image locked in my head of this wish coiling uplike the roots of a tree through the matress and I really like it.
Beds.... My sleep is really broken up right now because of a shoulder injury. Everytime I roll over it jars me awake so I have to lay in one or two positions all night.... maybe that's it? I think beds are a place of reckoning. It's one place I gear down and have time to think (if I don't fall asleep first). Also, it's an Asian tradition (Chinese?) to put a New Year's wish under your bed for the year...... where on earth did I read that? Hmmmm...... I'm a big into layered metaphors and multiple meanings in all my artistic work.
Good question. I never post this long. Haha!
Trembling loud
brushes my glass off the table
sparing the blood of the sole rider
Waking in blushed pain and virgin crest
I fly against this haste
and pressure my face against glass
and if every word is a dead symbol
I will bury my lungs in fabled stories.
xxx
brushes my glass off the table
sparing the blood of the sole rider
Waking in blushed pain and virgin crest
I fly against this haste
and pressure my face against glass
and if every word is a dead symbol
I will bury my lungs in fabled stories.
xxx
miyu:
nice.
Today I spilt my blood
I skinned my knees on the sidewalk of life
Therfore I am lost
you are dead
I am a heart attack
I skinned my knees on the sidewalk of life
Therfore I am lost
you are dead
I am a heart attack
She said she wanted to be my slave
(\__/)
(='.'=)
(=)_(=)
Asphyxiation; suffocation
He hung himself in his jailcell with glow in the dark shoelaces...I am a frayed knot
But you do just what you do
$
I wanted to say hi, but I felt to shy
You nearly fell ---- Juxtaposed
36,792,000 beats a year
4,200 beats an hour
your heart is about the...
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(\__/)
(='.'=)
(=)_(=)
Asphyxiation; suffocation
He hung himself in his jailcell with glow in the dark shoelaces...I am a frayed knot
But you do just what you do
$
I wanted to say hi, but I felt to shy
You nearly fell ---- Juxtaposed
36,792,000 beats a year
4,200 beats an hour
your heart is about the...
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heabie:
my dear, didn't you hear??
nothing is impossible.
<<3
nothing is impossible.
<<3
Pictures please!
Six sessions..... how many hours?
(not that I should even ask. I've got new work too and haven't taken any pictures either!) I've got another two hours on mine.....
Thanks. I'm glad you liked the poem. The ending took awhile to write. It was hard to sum up what the wish really was without making it sound contrived or cliche. When I read the entire thing through again, the whole thing is absolutely saturated with multiple meanings and layers. Maybe it's better just to read and absorb than decipher. *shrug*
So I signed up on this AIM. LOL. I really love my msn I tell ya. I'm still mucking around with it. I have no idea when you're online or not. Haven't got that far in my online abilities.
FUCKING AWESOME!
I took my brother. We grew up playing transformers.
It's so awesome! Woot!