xeleganceisdeadx

So I guess I tend to feel strongly towards someone, and it felt as if they may have returned the feelings and emotions.

BUT, now I just feel jaded and left to wilt.
I feel as if I was fed a line of bullshit, and I am a little confused, agitated, and irritated.

Because there is nothing more I hate than when someone tells me...
Read More

So I reaffirmed my faith in INXS last night.

They are simply the most amazing group in the 80's and outside of the 80's.
Come on, the song 'MYSTIFY' has to be the best song in the history of the fucking world.

Also

I believe in nothing
Yup
Nothing

That is all

Love to you all
xo xo xo

Colorado has some of the most ridiculous weather I have ever seen.

I wish I was back home in Hollywood.

This snowing shit one day and then the next 70 degrees, is fucking absolutely ridiculous.
I just hope that is straightens itself out soon
Or Ima be like Brain and take over the world with a weather machine.

ABSOLUTION WILL BE MINE.

xox

Love you...
Read More

What a stupid fucking day.

Anyway, our little kitty "Smokey" has a Urinary Tract Infection. It's terrible to see a little 6 month old kitten in so much pain. Unable to hold his bladder, and when he pees, it's like a brown vile liquid. I feel so bad for him. So he is on medicine and some kitty food that helps clean his kidneys and...
Read More

Ok

So we are getting more snow.

We have accumulated another 2 inches on top of the other foot or so we already had, and it supposed to continue to snow for quite some time.

I love winter and the snow, but honestly...JEEZ

So anywho.

I am getting excited for the new year
and the new years eve parties
and the drunken debauchery

xo xo...
Read More

I am giving up on everything.

I trust no one to keep their word, nor do I expect it anymore.
I am tired of being let down and then masqueraded around
and I am sick of being manipulated.

Just leave it alone


Xo

So I had a horrible dream last night.

I don't know what is was about, but I woke up standing in the middle of my room, screaming my lungs out. Then I got so scared from that, I ended up throwing up all over the carpet.

Now, today I am disoriented and I can't focus, and I feel like shit.

Jesus what a fucking weird...
Read More

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

It snowed all night long and is currently snowing right now
So that means we had about 6 inches before it started snowing again
and then the snow last night and today puts us around a foot

Goddamn I love winter

On another note

my roomies bought me a new toothbrush to replace the one the kitty pissed on
HOW...
Read More

This is the dawning of the book of bitter aspects

Juggernaut zeitgeist.


My cat pissed on my fucking toothbrush, cos out other cat decided he was going to start a mutiny and take out anything that stands between him and world domination.

So, yeah we are supposed to get another 5 inches of snow by tomorrow morning, which would put us around two feet.

I...
Read More

"Oh look another guy I can fall in love with and then say, I love you a hundred times, and then I will fall in love with this guy."

"God, being a whore is great!!!!!!"

More snow to come tonight
at leas that is what the weather men say
and we all know that the weather men are about as smart as a bag of...
Read More