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its been a while. i havent really had stable internet i think its good for a while al least for now.
well the girls and i have not been getting along as well as i would like.
I have been trying to go out with Sonya.
first off she started to date this asshole that tryed to take adventage of her back in DEC.
then she started to date my friend Chip. she got annoyed by him.
i finally asked her why she never gave me a try. She could have just said Im not attracted to you or something like that.
but she said that it was because i was not a christian.
i didnt really expect that one.
i asked her if our morale were to different but she said no
just the fact that i chose to not believe in jesus christ.
what ever.
now i did go on a date with Kim
she is still obessed with her ex you dumped her and then moved to DC.
at the same time i honestly dont think i could stand her.
she is a box of rocks and unless i see a few sparks of intellegence out of her there is no way i would date her.
now shawnda i was out with her last night.
we had a god time brunch shopping at the mall and dinner.
then we went to the airport and watched the planes land.
we had a lot of good conversations about everything.
we both want a relationship our morals are lined up almost perfectly.
i know that she doesnt like my current apperance
she saw pics of me from the end of 08 and she liked my hair and my lack of beard.
any way i think we would go together well but she lives like 1 1/2 hours away and i dont have a car.
neither one of us has a job.
to make matters worst she is my roommates ex.
I asked him if it was ok and he said only as a fuck buddy but dont date her.
i dont know joe is a good guy and all i know
bro's before hoe's
but im rather conflicted here.
any advice would be helpfull please.