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Yay. Hot idea for a new shoot. Talked to Brie earlier. She and Kimi and I will be working together on som type of pin-up thing.

Horrid day today, otherwise. I worked my ass off and nearly bit the head off of the girl who does the filing. She deserved a bit of my ire, but I will restrain myself and remain professional. I guess...
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Still bored. But now amusing myself with printing some pictures for the studio and Duke. Yay-rah.

Ok, so tomorrow I am up for review at work. Friday at 9:00am and the torture begins. I hould feel all kinds of positive about this, but I just don't. I know that I'm a hard worker and that I benefit the company, but I can't force myself to have a little bit of faith. Let's just say that faith has gotten me few places...
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Some days remind me of exactly why I love Duke. I'm still on a daily struggle to understand exactly why he puts up with / takes care of me.

My fantasy for this evening would include him and a pack of Newports (I'm out, demmit!)... oh... and a trunk monkey, a rubber hose, and some strawberry preserves. And don't forget the blindfold...

To quote Duke...
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Going to get off of my ass and schedule some more shoots soon. Brie said that she could hook me up with an awesome pin-up style photographer who worked with her. Also, Jack has agreed to set me up with a new person who will likely cover the fetish and goth stuffs... and Jack can handle the natural and glamour style stuffs. Whee.

I spoke...
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Ha HA! Ivan the Terrible, my butt! Ok, so yes, Asheville is decently fucked up from the hurricane, but things have, thus far, turned out alot better than I expected.

There were 6 or 7 people at work (out of the entire place, and this is our corporate headquarters). Sooooo.... we got a lot of catching up done on filing. Or at least I did......
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fuckin hurricanes...

I just want a heavy buzz, a good movie, and my alpaca-wool hoodie to curl up in.

Duke and I have been together for 6 months as of yesterday. It's amazing to me that it seems like so much longer - like I've known him for a lifetime. Cheers to the future, babe. We deserve this and I love you.


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Seeing someone's true colors and hearing their honest opinion of you can be a rather vile experience. I'm down a few friends now, I suppose. I've gotten over or through worse in the past, so fuck it. Something about today. After this morning's bullshit, into which I will not delve, I'm through with being the compassionate and ever-supportive friend to people who covet their ego...
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Oh... it's been one of those days. I don't even want to deal with anyone else.

I did want to see Duke for a short time this evening, but nope! Not going to happen.

I'll quell the urge to bitch about the things that are really bothering me tonight. It's just not needed, and would cause more drama and argument than it's worth anymore.

I...
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