Indecision is such a problem for me.
I've been thinking, for the past long while, about submitting a photoset to this website, but I'm so unsure.
It's not that I'm unsure of myself. I'm actually pretty fucking confident in my work and myself, actually. Not that I'm snobbish... I just know that I have the nerve and creativity to actually do the set. I'm unconfident in the face that others might not like my style or my look, and I simply hate the word no. I'm atypical. I work on cars in my spare time, for the sake of all things holy! My life isn't carefree and painless.... Eh fuck it.
Also, I don't like ridicule... and there are a lot of people who take aim at SG because of certain members or girls' comments or actions. So, by being anyhow involved in SG, one can possibly become the target for flames. Not like I can't handle myself, but I hardly think it's right to flame someone for associating with a group of people.
It's called bigotry. And yes, I've even seen blatant examples of such on this website, but who gives... if I don't like whats being said by one person, I have the option to ignore them.
Last negative point, the money. I realize that SG pays for photosets, if they're accepted. However, how often do they accept sets? I mean, this is what I do for a living, at least until I graduate college with a pretty piece of paper that proclaims me a computer nerd.
Bleh. Enough.
On the positive side, I like the exposure that SG gets. I like that you mention Suicide Girls around any of my guy friends and they get that look - you know the one, when a guy looks like he'd fuck whatever he could grab at that precise moment, animal, vegetable, or mineral. Your average guy is such a simple creature...
But I digress.
Another positive, I like the stylings of most of the photosets. I'm all about some creativity and well, most of my sets fall into this fetish-industrial-blah fuckin' blah style.
What to do, what to do...
Ok... my decision making process calls for Cheeto's and Coke. Mmmm... model food, as my friend Jynn calls it.
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On a more personal note, Duke is spending the night tonight. Yummy tattooed boy in my bed. Yay!
Holy hand grenades, Batgirl! Today is our little monthly anniversary... He's such a little hottie.
I've been thinking, for the past long while, about submitting a photoset to this website, but I'm so unsure.
It's not that I'm unsure of myself. I'm actually pretty fucking confident in my work and myself, actually. Not that I'm snobbish... I just know that I have the nerve and creativity to actually do the set. I'm unconfident in the face that others might not like my style or my look, and I simply hate the word no. I'm atypical. I work on cars in my spare time, for the sake of all things holy! My life isn't carefree and painless.... Eh fuck it.
Also, I don't like ridicule... and there are a lot of people who take aim at SG because of certain members or girls' comments or actions. So, by being anyhow involved in SG, one can possibly become the target for flames. Not like I can't handle myself, but I hardly think it's right to flame someone for associating with a group of people.
It's called bigotry. And yes, I've even seen blatant examples of such on this website, but who gives... if I don't like whats being said by one person, I have the option to ignore them.
Last negative point, the money. I realize that SG pays for photosets, if they're accepted. However, how often do they accept sets? I mean, this is what I do for a living, at least until I graduate college with a pretty piece of paper that proclaims me a computer nerd.
Bleh. Enough.
On the positive side, I like the exposure that SG gets. I like that you mention Suicide Girls around any of my guy friends and they get that look - you know the one, when a guy looks like he'd fuck whatever he could grab at that precise moment, animal, vegetable, or mineral. Your average guy is such a simple creature...
But I digress.
Another positive, I like the stylings of most of the photosets. I'm all about some creativity and well, most of my sets fall into this fetish-industrial-blah fuckin' blah style.
What to do, what to do...
Ok... my decision making process calls for Cheeto's and Coke. Mmmm... model food, as my friend Jynn calls it.
_____________________________
On a more personal note, Duke is spending the night tonight. Yummy tattooed boy in my bed. Yay!
Holy hand grenades, Batgirl! Today is our little monthly anniversary... He's such a little hottie.
truer words have not been said in a long long time....
can't wait for the potential weekend excursion for ink and other fun!
(and i LOVE the little nickname you gave to our favorite little girl.... i think i'll have to keep that one, even if no one else likes it...)