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Blah, blah, blah, and welcome to my little corner of existance and venting.

I need a change. I think I'm going to switch colors in my hair or something pithy like that. I'm beginning to feel somewhat stale lately. I set aside some money to buy work clothes over the weekend, and by God, I did it. I now have a lovely pair of grey...
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Duke and I had a conversation, earlier tonight, about the things that have been on my mind, but I don't talk about easily. He left and I cried. I understand his being tired and not feeling well, though. But, there are a lot more things that have been on my mind than what I told him. Well maybe not a lot of other things, but...
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Oh Lorrrrrd, it's harrrd to be hum-ble... when you're purrrrr-fect in ev-er-y way!

And onto other nonsensible bullshit....

I've been a lovely nauseous mess all day. I think it was divine punishment for the fact that I have yet to accomplish any of the productive items on my little 'to-do' list. Call me lazy or whatever.. Momsy still won't freak when she comes home because...
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Escuta e repete...

"I will not make my own life a living hell by overanalysing everything."

Repita muitas vezes... E repita-as outra vez at que voc acredite.

Right-right.

My mother is leaving for LA tomorrow. I can only hope that she comes back in a better mood and thoroughly relaxed. Otherwise, it'll be back to cat-fight city every other day. She'll have 7 days with...
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Yeah... it's one of those days.

It's been awhile since I've even bothered with online journals, IMming, or any of that stuff. People online have enough drama to start their own mini-soap operas. I have no wish to indulge.

I've been working my ass off lately, but it's paying off, you see... I had my review the other day and got a raise. Woo hoo...
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Ok, so I'm feeling worlds better today. Between my own work, Momsy, and Duke, I don't think I have any more pesky, itchy glass shards in my skin. My arm and knee have stopped aching... and once Duke popped my upper back last night, all was gravy.

I think I got out of the wreck unscathed. Thank God. I really agree with Duke on the...
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So, we now know that Integras, while they cannot fly, have an amazing resilliency against your average road sign. I'm still pulling slivers of glass out of my shoulder and neck, but all will be fine. Hopefully this achey poopy feeling is from the adrenalin rush and following lack of sleep.

Lesson Learned: I think I'll stick to driving/riding in my Dodge for awhile. I...
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Let's start today by saying that in the 1330s a plague spread across most of the world. The Bubonic Plague, or black death as it was called, killed over 1/3 of Europe's population. Over 25 million people died in that one outbreak which lasted from 1347 to 1352. They claim that it was spread by the fleas which lived upon the rats infesting Europe at...
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Cook out at my house tonight...

Thus far, we've gone from 12 people to 5 of the originals and 4 more. And I spent too much on steaks, both black angus beef and very nice atlantic and king salmon.... Mmmmm.

Tonight is going to be a good night. We have a semi-different crowd from our norm... and change can be fun.

P.S. Anniversary plans have changed. We're going to Cullowhee to visit the artist friend who inked Duke's sleeve, Eddie Redskull. Hmmmmm..... I wonder if he'll want to do some work on either of us? I could deal with something wicked and new...

I already have 12 spanning my left upper arm, spine, lower back, and stomach...

Brandon is doing a shaw-type design with 1/4 sleeves......
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Yay! Momsy goes on her new brain medication today. Color me very pleased. Her doctor would have lipstick smears on the toes of his shoes, if I knew who he was. She really, really, really needed to be put on something... I mean, I'm already as mad as a hatter, so two of us in the same household just wasn't a good idea. So, yay....
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So what do you do when your mind won't stop racing?

I'm starting off with a cigarette. Today promises to be so much more stressing then yesterday. The stress from the past few days, actually, has been more than I normally care to tolerate... but I'll deal with that when it finally causes life to come to a grinding halt -- sometime later in the...
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