So this was the second time that I let me membership laps. I find that most weeks I do not have a lot of time to get on here but I also can not stay away. I feel that I have not been gong for long until I try to get caught up on the photo sets that I missed. I missed 3 new sets from @melissadrew and they are all awesome (She needs to be pink now), I also missed several mini sets from @maud again they are all awesome.
As for me, I am not one for new years resolutions but I want to try to update here more often. I feel that I can say anything here, I mean my name here stands for crossdressing suicide girls fan and no one in my real life knows that I crossdress. So my pledge to whoever is reading this will be to not be afraid to say what is on my mind about any topic that comes up (I would also take suggestions for topics in the future, just drop me a commit if you would like to know my opinion on something).
Now on to what is on my mind tonight. I was visiting my family out of state and I came back home last night. Friends here in town may not know that I am back so no one invited me anywhere tonight. I thought about reaching out to friends because I sometimes feel that even just hanging out with anybody is better than staying home. I am an introvert and I like being alone so I ended up not saying anything. I decided to dress up tonight because it has been too long since I have fully dressed up. When I dress up I wish I knew someone that could help me with make up and a good wig so I would feel comfortable going out as a woman and without the fear of being recognized. I know a bar in Phoenix that caters to trans/CD's/shemales and I so want to go but I know I am not passable as a women and I feel that I look ridiculous and be laughed out of the bar.
That is all that I have for tonight. I have a few other blog ideas for the next few days/weeks but again let me know if any of you want me to take about a random topic.
