Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

xcdat

Shreveport, La is where I was born...never been any place long enough to consider it my hometown.

Member Since 2004

Followers 68 Following 98

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Sep 27, 2005

Sep 27, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I don't quite no how to deal with painful situations, more specifically, how to deal with people who are in painful situations. My natural instinct is to ignore them, so I don't have to deal with it. I know that's wrong, I try to fight it. Then I don't know if I should refrain from bringing up the cause of the pain, or pretend it doesn't exist. I want the people I care about to know I feel for them, but I know most don't want to be pitied or whatever. I know... It always depends on the situation, I guess that's the real problem. There is no protocol. I despise seeing good people in bad situations, it breaks my heart...

That's got me thinking on another thing that has been coming to mind frequently of late. My reality is so distinct from most of the rest of the world, it's mind boggling. I don't really know what it's like to live with a child (a physical child, not a grown person who acts like a child, that I know)... I've never lived in the 'hood... I've never been rich... I've never been really poor... I've never really been a victim of a violent crime... So many parts of the 'human experience' I've never experienced. I want to feel what makes you you. What makes you think the way you do. Why you do that. Obviously it makes sense to you. Why doesn't it make any sense to me?

Yeah... I'm weird...

Thinking of buying an 8 game package for the Stars. Would good usage of my bonus.

What the hell should I be for Halloween? Any costume ideas? Any at all?

11 PM Update: Called my sister, she talked to my dad earlier in the day. The test results were good. Things are localized, so all things considered it is good news. Cancer is scary regardless, but this would seem to be very treatable.

Also, Dorkgirl, ScarredAngel, Cicatrix and I are going to the Stars game tomorrow night. biggrin
VIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
kinkerbelle:
your pups are Q T pies. biggrin Costume ideas? Hmm....depends on what types of things you like. You could be some type of movie charactor, comic book charactor or something of that sort. smile I think I am going to go for a female pirate, zombie, or something around that type of stuff. tongue Maybe I should get a black cat suit, and be "Catwoman". lol tongue biggrin
Oct 1, 2005
allycat_13:
How bout SoulFly the 12? Its next wed.!!!!!!! biggrin
Oct 2, 2005

More Blogs

  • 06.17.07
    10

    Sunday Jun 17, 2007

    I received my 1st ever Father's Day card, Friday I honestly can…
  • 05.08.07
    12

    Tuesday May 08, 2007

    Life is about to get pretty uncomfortable for me. I need to get real…
  • 04.29.07
    9

    Sunday Apr 29, 2007

    Is it wrong to delete a friend who just has an offensive recent 'frie…
  • 04.24.07
    4

    Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

    Next year is the Stars year! Apparently you cannot leave yourself…
  • 04.10.07
    2

    Tuesday Apr 10, 2007

    I swear they just change the formating around to screw with me. Edge…
  • 03.22.07
    17

    Thursday Mar 22, 2007

    I finally got my PS3. Thanks DarkPrincess
  • 11.29.06
    15

    Wednesday Nov 29, 2006

    Read More
  • 10.16.06
    18

    Monday Oct 16, 2006

    Holy Hell... I've been really sweating a fiancial decision I've made.…
  • 09.06.06
    16

    Thursday Sep 07, 2006

    Sleep would be really good right now... I can't sleep, I'm sick, I ha…
  • 08.30.06
    4

    Wednesday Aug 30, 2006

    I refer you to DarkPrincess's journal blog for updates. I'll pretty m…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,690 followers
  • 14,920,095 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,391,142 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo