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ok....i'm here....FINALLY

i thought it was time to update b/c i keeping getting comments asking where i've been...i'm not dead....just layin low....for what reason i don't know

i told myself i was going to update more b/c i felt i had things to say n not just complain...but umm yea today i have to complain....

ok...my weekend

friday~my plan was to stay at my friend karil's house b/c her parents have been down the shore....so she had a bunch of people over that we hang with n everything was going smooth

i put my purse upstairs so i wouldn't have to worry about anything being taken b/c lately we've had a minor problem in that area

so i put my purse in karil's sisters bedroom n counted my $ i had $100 so then i went back downstairs played a couple of games of asshole..whatever...

i go back upstairs to get $$ n $20 is missing u've gotta be fucking kidding!!!!!!

i went downstairs n flipped the fuck out!!!!! on everyone!! i can't believe someone i hang with would do this to me....i don't wanna have to accuse any of my so-called "friends" but im fucking pissed so i locked my purse in the trunk of my car n had to sleep with my keys on my jeans....how pathetic is that...n then the whole night karil is like y r u giving me an attitude whats ur problem....ummmm MY PROBLEM IS THAT MY FUCKIN FRIENDS R SCUMBAGS N I DON'T FUCKING TRUST ANY OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea that was my answer to her.....there was one group in the kitchen that i don't think did it at all cauz i was in the kitchen with them the whole time n they all didn't move....i went out back n was like hystercial crying n shaking sooo bad

after i calmed down a little bit kim grabs me aside n says...don't u notice that everytime something is missing karil is always around...yea i'm beginning to notice n i don't like it at all....so im sitting there crying n kim goes nuts on karil like "IM SICK OF THIS FUCKIN BULLSHIT WERE ALL SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS N FOR SOME ODD REASON SHIT KEEPS DISAPPEARING" i'm and just veryyyy upset and filled with disgust

so yesterday i went to the mall n bought a hoodie with zipper pockets b/c now i have to keep all my shit on me....isn't this ridiculous?!?!

hopefully today is better...i stayed in n slept last night b/c i was just sooo out of sorts and depressed about all this..but im feeling a little better now...

i missed all of you....i promise i'll update more...

i love you all...