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DarkLight

Darkness...where I stay..I know is safe
Love her Light...feels warm...consumes me....
Scared of the Light
Darkness is what I know.....a lifetime spent there...there I reign....living with the hurt...pain
Cant break what is already broken...
That is why I stay
Light will heal this I know
but in that,what is fixed can still be broken..vulnerable..fragile
Please dont break me...I WANT to heal
.....With you....

A Soul, A Heart

A soul wandering, lost in the dark....solitary in a tempestuous search

A soul drowning, its reality stark......forbidden to leave this earth

A heart shattered, consumed in pain.....total loss of understanding

A heart alone, tangled and driven insane.....the cease of its beat......willing

I am the FOOL...

Sometimes it is hard being "just friends"I have a hole in me a mile wide....get over it I say to myself....let it go....so hard when you dont want to let go of the very person you've been looking for all your life.....everything was oh so good..then like a switch..click...the mind changed....what the fuck is THAT about.....sometimes i think.."maybe I should wait it out.....see how things...
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Mindless chatter....

I sit here and think to myself...what IS love really....you can categorize many things that could compose of such an emotion...such as respect..loyalty...trust...a bond....an emotional attachment....fragile...yet strong....but all these can be lost as quickly if not quicker than aquired....upon more pondering of it I came up with ONE thing true love really is....UNCONDITIONAL.....to me it makes sense....to love unconditionally takes a lot of...
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Life's unanswered questions

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak?

Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?...
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Ok...here's a question...define a friend..I would use a dictionary to get the definition but I dont have one close by...so here's my opinion...

A friend is someone you can depend on....maybe more so than a spouse or bf/gf. Reliable...and most of all LOYAL...The type of friend I speak of is the kind that you're closer to them than family (not in the intimate sense..ew).The kind...
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T he Guy's Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down finally - the guy's side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty darn accurate.)
We always hear "The Rules"
from the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note... these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men...
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1. A day without sunshine is like, night.

2. On the other hand, you have different fingers.
3. I just got lost in thought. It wasn't familiar territory.
4. I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
5. Honk if you love peace and quiet.
6. Remember, half the people you know are below average.
7. He who laughs last, thinks slowest.
8....
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ok this is the first entry so dont expect much...dont have a lot to say at this moment because my thaughts are very cloudy...more later when I wake the hell up