Monday Aug 04, 2003

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im not in portland..but i will be in the next few days..it'll be cool because im gonna go shopping and mikeys gonna go drinking lmao. i wish i could go to a bar with mikey, that would be so fun. Anywho, i think im just gonna sit here and d/l more music so yeah...boring lol.

skull
scattershot:
watch out for the RIAA .. they are spying on you if you d/l music.

Sunday Aug 03, 2003

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Today i wanted to goto portland to go shopping..but it dosent look like ill be doing that...but i will tomorrow! hahaha! anyway other then that im just gonna hang out with ryan and shane and mikey...so yeah!

skull
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scattershot:
what are you a music snob? if its not heavy its not for you... dude... coheed's music is like sooo crazy cool. and their singer is weird lookin but a totally nice dude. we got to meet him.
scattershot:
no I was saying if it wasn't heavy you wouldn't like .. like all you listen to is things that are heavy. Its okay I know a lot of people like that... its all good.

Saturday Aug 02, 2003

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Todays pretty boring, i just been sitting here listening to music..and thats all i really plan to do because i dont have any gas or money so yeah..also i have a new SN for all of you that care on AIM...it is x loaded x gun x i might still use the sheisbeautiful0 one on occasion..but yeah.

little angel go away, come again some other...
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hopesfall:
Jessica still does not want sex frown frown frown frown frown and she thinks it is funny that she just found out that she cheated on my with Kenny and that me and her broke up and that you have not heard from me for a week and you are worried about me smile we are going to hell Jay
laid_to_rest:
so weak and fucking powerless....that's how i feel right now....man you need to be here......my little angel....*smooOooches*

Saturday Aug 02, 2003

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its 5 am on a saturday morning in august.
im not tired, yet i know i should goto bed.
i talk with a hardcore boy about drinking beer to pass the time.
the silance is shattered by glassjaw's "siberian kiss".
as a fan hums in the background.

x i keep you jelously to myself x skull kiss love
scattershot:
well mines from a song by Grade ... just cuz I wasn't sleeping last night when I knew I had to cuz my ride to warped tour was commin early.
hopesfall:
Jay it is 10:56am on August 2 i am awake and you are not

Friday Aug 01, 2003

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im getting my hair cut today! WOO HOO! i hope it turns out how i hope it dose. my lip is a bit soar this morning, no crusties yet though. i just relized ive almost had my tongue pierced for 3 years...wow smile. anyways...its 9 days till atreyu... love i cant wait.

PS: MY HAIR LOOKS AWSOME! I CANT WAIT TO SHOW ALL OF YOU! and...
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laid_to_rest:
listen sweets, even though you are confused and think that layne staley is a better musician than chris cornell (grunge/metal god) i'll forgive you because i love you so much! actually i would love ya no matter what cuz you're my friend and you'r e a cutie pie! *muah* love ya!
laid_to_rest:
you make me so weak and powerless......

Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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i got my lip pierced again today..its a bit hurty right now but its ok smile. Ryan likes it...i dunno why. Anyway, im getting my hair cut tomorrow as well, kinda like quinne's smile. Also i backed into one of those concrete garbage cans at mcdonalds lmao, it was awsome!...Oh yeah i got my tickets for AWK and Atreyu *love* im so excited. Well thats...
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scattershot:
awk and atreyu on the same bill?? thats weird.

awesome lip rings!!!! but now that everyone seems to be getting them maybe I shouldn't.. eh who am I kidding I always do what everyone does.
chaosmachine:
I figured you'd do the opposite side, i really want my eyebrow pierced

Wednesday Jul 30, 2003

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Song of the Day: glassjaw - siberian kiss
mood of the day: hardcore metal!!

ahh waking up at noon is bliss. Tonight i might go to a death metal show...the bands are skinless and dying fetus..and some others..i'm kinda scared lol, someone save me lol. Anyway ill probably buy a shirt and try to punch some people in the face so all in all tonight...
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laid_to_rest:
sexy sexy song of the day! i've been trying to round up my friends to go see atreyu at krazyfest this weekend but they're all poor as fuck....just like me! maybe i'll go solo, unless you feel like gettin' yo' drive 'awn and hanging out with me....which i wouldn't mind. well dearest, hope your metal show is good. don't kick too much ass, and get online when you get in -k-? later days
chaosmachine:
lol, another d12 fan wink, haha it mostly gets funny after many drinks, I wish our local abnds were better, i need some good old fashioned death metal sometimes. Hmm if you don't make the symetrical, I dunno. Hmmm I cannot really say, try the other side, hey you think I'd look goodwith my right eyebrow pierced?

Tuesday Jul 29, 2003

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i have a new friend, his name is adam! we are best friends lol anyway im sittin here listening to PTW so yeah..rock out with your cock out! or boobs...whatever...

why is the rum gone? ARRR!!!
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keith:
you drank it all? tongue
chaosmachine:
dude i can't rock out with out my cock out, especially to the d12 song pistol pistol....

Tuesday Jul 29, 2003

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its 11:30 and its so hot out that im sweating...god i hate this lol. Anyway im feeling better today..and Mary has a new set love. i had some more stuff to say but now i cant remember so ill have to write it later!

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Update: I went and bought a new ring for my nose, its blue smile and now i think im gonna play...
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chaosmachine:
i came i saw i moved all my shit, well you know warm beer and cold pizza are good substitutes

Monday Jul 28, 2003

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i dont know weather im depressed right now..or just bored..or maybe im so bored that im depressed..but anywho, im really upset about how much i weigh..and ive decided to not eat...its gotten to the point where when i do eat food...i feel so disgusting and i just wanna beat the crap outta myself..hmm..anyway thats it for today

ARRR!!!
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chaosmachine:
You know, you'll burrn more calories, having bacon and eggs for breakfast then if you ate nothing. I lost 70 pounds in a year abnd a half by eating normal food, and just excersising, trust me eat food, if you want to diet try it for a few weeks on and off that way your body won't relaizer your dieting, BUt all I did to lose 70 pounds was eat normally and workout 3-5 times aweek, i know exaclty how you feel.
nimhly:
how about we beat the crap out of each other? my hopeful boyfriend-type person (er..whatever you call it.) just says i'm a whole lotta woman. (he says that in a good way, cuz then we usually get busy) i mean....ahem. wanna make out? i think yer beautiful.
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