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I've been promising myself to write and in-depth entry about whats been going on in my life and I feel that the time has come to write it.

The school year has been shit. Im totally unmotivated to do anything and therefore I have been missing a bunch of school. Its terrible considering I need to buckle down and work hard to graduate on time this year. It seems so stressful and I think subconsciously I dont want to deal with it. Well whatever, tomorrow will be a day for work as well as Thursday and Friday. Hopefully I can finish one of my CLIP classes in that time, and catch up in the classes Im failing *coughFRENCHcough*.

Other than school being lame, my life as a whole has been quite wonderful. Ive been adding to my DVD collection at least once a month and Ive also been trying to save a few bucks whenever I can. Soon I will be getting a job and so that will help me out a lot in the money department. And with getting a job I will be moving out, I havent decided one where yet though. I might move in with Brady or I might get my own place, I dont know!

My mom has been pretty amusing lately too. A few days ago Mikey (my brother) and her helped me move a couch into Bradys new place and she saw that he didnt have any food and she flipped out. She said we had to go to Costco and buy him lots of food because hes a starving student. I laughed and just went a long with it. We ended up going to Costco yesterday so I took the liberty of taking all the food to his place last night. That was a HUGE pain in the ass to do by myself. After I was done I just said fuck it and passed out at his place after having a Dr. Pepper and Jager. I didnt expect him back that night because he was at Aarons, but he ended up coming home around 3am I think. I dont remember really because I was half asleep and all I remember was him saying to me guess whose hooommmeee? Kind of freaked me out, haha. Before that I had gone to dinner with my friend Matt, which was pretty fun. I call him my Ryan replacement hahaha. Hes a cool kid though
Anyway today was pretty rad. I ended up not going to school *kicks self in ass*. Well I kind of did, but only to buy a hoody that says Terrace and to pick up my ASB card, but after that I went back to Bradys and just hung out with him all day. We watched Rushmore, Ace Ventura, and Field Of Dreams. I made dinner because I kick ass and then we parted ways around 7:30pm when he had to go to school and I had to go home and shower and clean my room a bit.

Lately I have been asking myself why I read certain things. These things I keep reading just piss me off and I dont really know why I continue to dig deeper into them. I think I unknowingly get some sick satisfaction from it, or maybe Im just curious about some things that people wont talk to me aboutgod Im a weird kid
Well I think this is a pretty satisfactory entry, so here is where I will sayTILL NEXT TIME!

P.S. Thats right, I sat through a fucking BASEBALL movieall for the love of Brady. I dont know how much of a better girlfriend I can get! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

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Music: In Flames
Feeling: Stressed, Busy, Let Down

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