Update x 4/18/04 x 2:21pm
so here is a mother fuckin update.
Today is a new day and im feeling a bit better.
I asked MuuQ if he would like to go see the Punisher movie with me, and i told him i could get him in for free and he was like "i dont know, i might not even want to go see it." I honestly dont know why i even try. Is there something HORRIBLY HORRIBLY wrong with me? Yeah i know im fat, this has been established, but really are all guy that shallow and pig headed? Yeah i may not have this awesome body (oh but im working on that lol), but i can fucking hang and just drink a beer like no one's business.
God damn what the fuck?! Lol.
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Man, im feeling kind of depressed. I hate when i get like this. maybe its because im bored and i have school monday, or maybe im just lonely. i dunno.
on nights when i get like this i dread going to bed just because i know i have to go to sleep alone and wake up alone as well. it almost gets to the point where i want to beg my friends to stay the night or stay at someone elses house just to not be alone, and i hate it. i hate needing other people and their affection because you can't depend on people to be there and ive learned this the hard way many times over.
I'm gonna regret writing this tomorrow but whatever.
All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World
Mad World
Favorite Member of the Week: endofjuly27
♥------♥------♥
Music: Gary Jules - Mad World
Feeling: depressed
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"the dreams in which im dying, are the best ive ever had"
♥------♥------♥
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Local Band of the Week: NOL
so here is a mother fuckin update.
Today is a new day and im feeling a bit better.
I asked MuuQ if he would like to go see the Punisher movie with me, and i told him i could get him in for free and he was like "i dont know, i might not even want to go see it." I honestly dont know why i even try. Is there something HORRIBLY HORRIBLY wrong with me? Yeah i know im fat, this has been established, but really are all guy that shallow and pig headed? Yeah i may not have this awesome body (oh but im working on that lol), but i can fucking hang and just drink a beer like no one's business.
God damn what the fuck?! Lol.
------------------------------------------------------------
Man, im feeling kind of depressed. I hate when i get like this. maybe its because im bored and i have school monday, or maybe im just lonely. i dunno.
on nights when i get like this i dread going to bed just because i know i have to go to sleep alone and wake up alone as well. it almost gets to the point where i want to beg my friends to stay the night or stay at someone elses house just to not be alone, and i hate it. i hate needing other people and their affection because you can't depend on people to be there and ive learned this the hard way many times over.
I'm gonna regret writing this tomorrow but whatever.
All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World
Mad World
Favorite Member of the Week: endofjuly27
♥------♥------♥
Music: Gary Jules - Mad World
Feeling: depressed
Click Here for up to date CD Releases and Local (WA) Concert News!
"the dreams in which im dying, are the best ive ever had"
♥------♥------♥
I am being a whore for the New England Metal Fest! So go watch the trailer for it, HERE
Local Band of the Week: NOL
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
ghoulish:
I want to go see the Punisher movie. GO WITH ME. Yes. Fly to Pennsylvania and go see it with me. I'll show you a good time, I promise. MWAH!
mistereel:
yeah, guys suck. we're pretty stupid and shallow.