UPDATE x 4:40-5:00am
hmm, so right now i would like to rip the skin from my body and light it on fire...why? well because my best friend is a WHORE and my "brother" is a FUCK ASS who cant keep it in his pants even when people )like myself) are in the same room and bed! i detest them both right now and hope they are quite content with their "we-think-jay-is-asleep" early morning escapades. DISGUSTING
i dont think i could describe how fucking gross i feel and how much hate is going through me right now! FUCK! THEY COULD HAVE TOLD ME TO LEAVE GOD DAMN IT! I DIDNT HAVE TO BE THERE! GGGGOOOODDDDDD.
On another note, i have the best luck when it comes to bars...when i go...the bartenders and owners dont care that i shouldnt be there (and i know they know im not 21 lol). I got to talk to hodgy tonight too, hes so awesome! i love him! we are friends...Anyway im off to light my skin on fire....
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ok..im stuck..and im calling on the powers of my fellow SG members for help...imagine your 23 and an 18 year old asked out out...what would you do? and what would the 18 year old say (or what should they say?) COMMON GUYS HELP ME OUT! my friend Jessica says i have to do it myself...because thats how grown people do it....i hate her...lol. But seriously i REALLY like oliver...its just not fair! lol. i guess last night he was telling jessica how i "desurve the best" and if i dont get the best hes gonna have to kick some ass. hes such a sweet heart...GOD DAMN IT I LOVE HIM lmao anyway my knee is hurtin so im gonna go..bye bye!
Top 5 Bands:
1. Atreyu
2. Drown Mary
3. Prozack Staple
4. FMLY
5. *Mass* Knockout
+Official Countdown+
136 days till Atreyus new CD, "The Curse"
101 days to go till Killwhitneydead's new CD, "Never Good Enough For You"
80 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, "Obsessions" AND till Bleeding Through will be here
58 days to go till In Flames new CD, "Soundtrack To Your Escape"
24 days to go till Atreyu re-releases their CD, "Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses", that will come with a bonus DVD featuring live footage along with miscellaneous other material. Also included on the re-release will be explanations and the story behind the albums lyrics.
21 days to go till Cannibal Corpse plays at the Graceland (tickets go onsale 1/10/04)
17 days to go till Evergreen Terrace's new CD, "Writer's Block"
7 days to go till Drown Mary plays at Studio 7
Music: Prozack Staple's CD sampler
Feeling: smitten
RISE AND SHINE!
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I am being a whore for Hopesfall (the band not the member! lmao). Go check out their video for "The Bending", or check out one of their songs; "The Bending", or "April Left With Silence"
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Local Bands: Check out Prozack Staple and Drown Drown Mary if you know whats good for you!
hmm, so right now i would like to rip the skin from my body and light it on fire...why? well because my best friend is a WHORE and my "brother" is a FUCK ASS who cant keep it in his pants even when people )like myself) are in the same room and bed! i detest them both right now and hope they are quite content with their "we-think-jay-is-asleep" early morning escapades. DISGUSTING
i dont think i could describe how fucking gross i feel and how much hate is going through me right now! FUCK! THEY COULD HAVE TOLD ME TO LEAVE GOD DAMN IT! I DIDNT HAVE TO BE THERE! GGGGOOOODDDDDD.
On another note, i have the best luck when it comes to bars...when i go...the bartenders and owners dont care that i shouldnt be there (and i know they know im not 21 lol). I got to talk to hodgy tonight too, hes so awesome! i love him! we are friends...Anyway im off to light my skin on fire....
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ok..im stuck..and im calling on the powers of my fellow SG members for help...imagine your 23 and an 18 year old asked out out...what would you do? and what would the 18 year old say (or what should they say?) COMMON GUYS HELP ME OUT! my friend Jessica says i have to do it myself...because thats how grown people do it....i hate her...lol. But seriously i REALLY like oliver...its just not fair! lol. i guess last night he was telling jessica how i "desurve the best" and if i dont get the best hes gonna have to kick some ass. hes such a sweet heart...GOD DAMN IT I LOVE HIM lmao anyway my knee is hurtin so im gonna go..bye bye!
Top 5 Bands:
1. Atreyu
2. Drown Mary
3. Prozack Staple
4. FMLY
5. *Mass* Knockout
+Official Countdown+
136 days till Atreyus new CD, "The Curse"
101 days to go till Killwhitneydead's new CD, "Never Good Enough For You"
80 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, "Obsessions" AND till Bleeding Through will be here
58 days to go till In Flames new CD, "Soundtrack To Your Escape"
24 days to go till Atreyu re-releases their CD, "Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses", that will come with a bonus DVD featuring live footage along with miscellaneous other material. Also included on the re-release will be explanations and the story behind the albums lyrics.
21 days to go till Cannibal Corpse plays at the Graceland (tickets go onsale 1/10/04)
17 days to go till Evergreen Terrace's new CD, "Writer's Block"
7 days to go till Drown Mary plays at Studio 7
Music: Prozack Staple's CD sampler
Feeling: smitten
RISE AND SHINE!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I am being a whore for Hopesfall (the band not the member! lmao). Go check out their video for "The Bending", or check out one of their songs; "The Bending", or "April Left With Silence"
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Local Bands: Check out Prozack Staple and Drown Drown Mary if you know whats good for you!
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second of all..just ask him out. tell him you dig him and you think you should be honest about your feelings in order to continue your relationship. i'm sure all will work out for you, sweetness.
xo