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Well its around 4am..and im kinda tired but i felt the need to write so here i am. Yesterday (being that it IS 4am) was pretty good. I got to visit Kendra, a really good friend who i havent seen since like last year, and that was great. Then i went to Jessica's and hung out there for a little while, which was kinda cool but also kinda lame. See, i pick up on bad vibes (or what i asume are bad vibes...maybe im just weird) really well, and i really hate being in a group of 3 people where 1 person likes the other person (the other person not being me) and i get the vibes from the 1 person (that likes the other person) and i feel like the third wheel and that they dont want me there and that they just want me to leave so they can mack on the other person, and i hate it. It makes me feel like shit and it makes me not want to be in the same room as those 2 people which sucks because i hate having seperate rooms for each of my friends. I have to have them for my parents and the last thing i need is more rooms for my friends. Maybe im just being neurotic?...maybe im just insecure?...or maybe im just lame? whatever...i felt the need to write about this so i did! HAH! im going to bed now.

+Official Countdown+
156 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
100 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
78 days to go till In Flames new CD, Soundtrack To Your Escape
44 days to go till Atreyu re-releases their CD, Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses, that will come with a bonus DVD featuring live footage along with miscellaneous other material. Also included on the re-release will be explanations and the story behind the albums lyrics.
41 days to go till Cannibal Corpse plays at the Graceland (tickets go onsale 1/10/04)
37 days to go till Evergreen Terrace's new CD, Writer's Block
27 days to go till Drown Mary plays at Studio 7
2 days to go till Remembering Nevers new CD, Women And Children First

Music: none
Feeling: im not really sure

shrimp
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I am being a whore for Most Precious Blood. Go check out their video for "Less Than Zero", or check out their song, "Apparition". But is your REALLY rad, you'll send everyone you know the "Our Lady of Annihilation" ECard