i fucking hate people. the only people i dont hate right now are Jessica and people i havent talked to since school got out (such as Melissa and some others). FUCK EVERYONE ELSE. they think they can make plans with me and then dick out on me when some stupid whore calls them. FUCK THAT. no one does that shit to me. thats just fucking rude, and infront of my mother...have some fucking class. I HOPE YOU GET HIT BY A CAR BECAUSE YOUR A FUCKING ASSHOLE. i hope SHE makes you cry. i hope you end up hating your life because of this stupid girl who has you running in circles for no reason. i hope, for your own sake, that you will someday relize what you have done, and that you will figure out why i am so angry with you right now. i also hope for your sake that my mom will forgive you because she isnt very happy with you EITHER! i dont care if you fuck HER or not, its just the fact that i, YOUR SO CALLED, "BEST FRIEND", come second next to someone who fucked you over many, many times. I, of all people, come second to an easy piece of ass.
on another *happier* note: i found yoo-hoo today! i bought 4 bottles of it. then i watched From Hell with Jessica, her appartment-mates and her appartment-mates sister. Johnny Depp always puts a smile on my face. Especially when he says "fucking cunt"
. Well thats all for now i guess.
i dedicate this song to YOU (you know who YOU are)
you got me up all night hating myself
and everything is not going to be ok
you got me up all night hating you much more
and i cant help but throw us away
these are the last words i scribble down
my last chance to hurt you once more
when i turn to you
you couldnt recall my name
you got me up all night cutting away myself
and its getting better
your words have become my poison to help me through every step of the way
PS - dont even try to justify yourself.
+Official Countdown+
115 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
164 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: none
Feeling: pissed off beyond belief
i hope you slit your fucking wrists
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I am being a whore for Bleeding Through. Go check out their video "On Wings Of Lead" or send your good buddies a fancy Ecard
on another *happier* note: i found yoo-hoo today! i bought 4 bottles of it. then i watched From Hell with Jessica, her appartment-mates and her appartment-mates sister. Johnny Depp always puts a smile on my face. Especially when he says "fucking cunt"
. Well thats all for now i guess.
i dedicate this song to YOU (you know who YOU are)
you got me up all night hating myself
and everything is not going to be ok
you got me up all night hating you much more
and i cant help but throw us away
these are the last words i scribble down
my last chance to hurt you once more
when i turn to you
you couldnt recall my name
you got me up all night cutting away myself
and its getting better
your words have become my poison to help me through every step of the way
PS - dont even try to justify yourself.
+Official Countdown+
115 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
164 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: none
Feeling: pissed off beyond belief
i hope you slit your fucking wrists
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I am being a whore for Bleeding Through. Go check out their video "On Wings Of Lead" or send your good buddies a fancy Ecard
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scattershot:
hey love makes people do stupid things ... I think shane is right, you do deserve to be mad at him for cancelling plans but as a friend you should understand. HEY!! you can always ditch plans with him to come hang out with me.
scattershot:
yeah but it sounds like your ready to ditch him as a friend over this. I mean I would totally understand if a buddy did that to me, I mean he is in love and totally depressed right now. Unless he handled it like a total jerk and just left without saying anything then I'd be mad too.