xanotherdeadhero

Loveless

I think that maybe things are a little bit better now. Maybe not so much "better" as "less bad." but, whatever, same thing, right? [and on a second thought, that's really just how i'm feeling right now. Chances are I will be at another low at any given moment so i just have to cherish these brief stints of apathy.]

sometimes you just have to make some decisions and sever some ties. (or all of them) things just seem so well written. but regardless of anything, my decisions ARE made and i've got my mantra to repeat and my words to live by.

It's about 6:00am now. this is about the time that i've been heading to bed lately. Just after the sun rises. I just really hate when the sun comes up. I don't think im going to go to bed now though. Maybe ill just stay up and head to bed early tonight.

The hour's upon you,
The past will soon haunt you,
Yesterday becomes today.
The helpless, the hopeless,
The lost ones, the homeless,
The weak can't afford to be brave.
There's only so much a poor man can take,
Before he no longer fears making mistakes.
If dying's the answer,
The dying be done.
Better watch out, 'cause Johnny's got a gun
"Johnny's Got a Gun" by Cat Power (yeah, i know)