Professed Intent over Real Intent
im really confused. im still angry at a lot of people and its getting easier and easier to just stay angry at them. I've broken two of my three promises as of last night, and i need to tell the person i promised......but i dont know if she really cares. I really want to believe that she does, but it's hard.
There is some other stuff, but i dont know if i can write it just yet because apparently a lot of people read this. There is so much going on. Maybe its not even really all that much going on that even directly has to do with me but a lot thats going on around me and there is something i definatly want but dont know how to get it. I may have to step aside, but that is going to be so hard, especially right now...
Strength. Born from pain. Beyond that of my flesh.
Betrayed, robbed and beaten, but not defeated. Through my
search for allies, I have found myself.
Persistance is the answer to regain all that was taken.
Hatred drives me onwards
across to desolation of dying dreams and failure,
to find I am my own salvation. From the experience of injustice, from the
horror that I have witnessed comes the knowledge that freedom must be won.
"Born From Pain" by (for the second entry in a row) Earth Crisis
im really confused. im still angry at a lot of people and its getting easier and easier to just stay angry at them. I've broken two of my three promises as of last night, and i need to tell the person i promised......but i dont know if she really cares. I really want to believe that she does, but it's hard.
There is some other stuff, but i dont know if i can write it just yet because apparently a lot of people read this. There is so much going on. Maybe its not even really all that much going on that even directly has to do with me but a lot thats going on around me and there is something i definatly want but dont know how to get it. I may have to step aside, but that is going to be so hard, especially right now...
Strength. Born from pain. Beyond that of my flesh.
Betrayed, robbed and beaten, but not defeated. Through my
search for allies, I have found myself.
Persistance is the answer to regain all that was taken.
Hatred drives me onwards
across to desolation of dying dreams and failure,
to find I am my own salvation. From the experience of injustice, from the
horror that I have witnessed comes the knowledge that freedom must be won.
"Born From Pain" by (for the second entry in a row) Earth Crisis
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