xanderphreak

Just got back from a freinds wedding. It was cool. Some freinds got together that hadn't seen eachother in a while. Saw an ex there. Fuck shes hot. I know we shouldn't be together it just doesn't work. For one thing shes 21 years old. But damn I am still SO attracted to her. Its why I wanted her in the first place. Now I know better and I still want her. God i must be retarded. Its not a completly sexual attration its just.. I dont know. I am just attracted to her. Alway have been. Probably always will be. OH well