xanderknight

my room is so friggin dirty. im trying to clean it, but im lazy as fuck and its just not happening. i have also realized something, i type better when my head is at an angle. lol.......mom is leaving for Virginia next week for training, and my nephew is going to be here. fortunately my skank of a cousin is going to be here to watch him and take him to daycare, whilst i am at work. also my brother is coming home from California to live here (something with the landlords wife, i dunno) again. only problem is, my sister, once she gets out of the hosptal again, will also be here.

that is why i really wanted to move out, i can not stand being anywhere with both of them together. granted it has been a year since they have seen each other........i still do not like both of them in the same room. my brother is not very considerate of my sister's condition, and always starts shit with her. AND with my mom being gone all of the time, she is going to automatically think that I am going to be their fucking chaperone or something.........i cant stand to live here anymore, but the thing is i dont have that much money, and moving out seems like its never gonna happen.

i would also like to finish school, but in order to do that i would have to switch back to part-time hours.......which would seriously fuck with my plans on getting out of here. im so sad sometimes about that. i dont want to be here anymore, especially now that my sister, brother, and nephew are here (mind you, my dad brought my nephew over to the house and told my mom to never send him over there again)

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kitty says.......bite me, Life.