I would have danced on the sun...

I've come to a point where i think my passions may actually be inturrupting my life. what do i mean by that you may ask. a fair question, let me elaborate.

I have many varied interest ranging from Astronomy, philosophy, music, massage therapy and law... the conundrum is how do i determine which takes precident over the other. the law one is a new one, as i was thinking today about my recent lack of car due to the man towing it and wanting me to pay him money to get it back. well fuck him and fuck that.

the stars are eternal, my quote says it. we are made of the stuff f stars. all of us. the matter in the universe is ancient. to understand ourselves we first have to understand the things from which we came.

Philosophy... a million ideas run through my head in every philosophy class i take and I am always forced to look at the larger picture and how individual events, memories, emotions, places and people fit into the grand scheme of things. I once had grand designs to create and invint my own philosophy...

Music.... I've sang since i can remember, and i have sang well for years. I have bought people to tears... seriously. to tears. i love to sing. I sing when i am happy, i sing when i am bored, I sing when i work, I sing in the shower, pooping, pissing, and at all the wrong times.

Massage therapy... I have my HHP certification, but still lack my license. I need to get on that. I finally got my table a year after i graduated.

The conundrum is how to i place any one of these above the other. what is the most viable option for me. what should i major in. where is the money to be made, and a slew of other ideas and questions. if i were to persue all of them to their ultimate conclusion would i be happy or be left wanting more...

someone should pay me to drink... I would love and live that till i died at 30 of kidney failure.