i never dug hip hop. never liked that many drugs. never smoked cigarettes to be cool. never dipped. never did a lot of things... where the hell am I going with this. Taking an astronomy class. people say that the ocean makes them feel small... That may have been the case... once. but the world is interconnected now. through the internet, ships, planes, etc. i could get on a plane tomorrow (with the right amount of money) and fly to egypt, china, australia all with realativly little personal risk. The ocean is huge, but i know what lies across even though i have never seen it... in astronomy the universe is huge... and it is. it's fucking huge. endless in theory. 14 billion plus light years across. that makes me feel small... alone. fucking universe man. fucking universe.
So i am a religious guy, but all the evidence that science has discovered with the best understanding of man disproves the existence of god. we are here by accident. not grand design.
people say the mayan calender ends on dec 21st 2012. the winter solstice. that is when the calender ends. you could look at that as the end of things, but i am of the mind set that it goes like this.
Mayan calender maker 1 "hey... uhhh... how far are we uh gona go with this thing?"
Mayan calender maker 2 "Huh. That's a damn good question. not like we have to get everything done in one day or anything right?"
Mayan calender maker 1 "Yeah, yeah, exactly my fucking point. I mean, check this shit yo. I already plotted ut all the significant events for the next several hundred years. i mean, can we call it a day for the nest few hundred years? pick it back up later?"
Mayan calender maker 2 "YES! fuck yes dawg! let's go sacrifice some people from that small village a few miles away, then ride llamas and and not become extinct."
Mayan calender maker 1 "you are so fucking hot to me right now."
Mayan calender maker 2 "uhh... dude. you know i'm not like that."
Mayan calender maker 1 "oh... oh yeah. i just meant... well nevermind... ... so, sacrificing villagers huh? let's do that"
see, that shit could have went down like that, and then they all disappeared for some reason, or was that the incas... fuck i dunno. but you see my point. maybe they were just tired of working on that shit. and it just so happened that they never picked it back up. end it on the longest day of the year, sounds good.
but the universe... man. it makes me sad that we haven't even gone to Mars. I think maybe we are afraid if there is a base on the moon that there may be one on Mars... a bigger one. perhaps all of nasa's bullshit excuses are simply to mask the fact that they have been warned not to venture to the moon or mars again. we were suppose to be to alpha centari by now. which is like 1 light year away... we haven't even been to mars. i guess it wouldn't be so bad if i knew we were actually going places in space, but we aren't... meh.
so yeah, what if there isn't shit after this. what if this is all there is. what if we are it? it seems unlikely, but how likely is it that life formed here? we thought we were the center of it all once. did someone else? do they still? what did the first explorers think crossing the atlantic? what if all the various regions of the world had never interacted with one another. Europeans never sailed to America, China never traded with anyone, Africans were never enslaved, aborigianes were never killed by English prisoners and what not... I guess they would have to interact at some point if all humans originated at a common point... there would have to be a spreading out. meh. this is what keeps me up at night. thoughts like these, what ifs... i think to much... i don't drink enough.
So i am a religious guy, but all the evidence that science has discovered with the best understanding of man disproves the existence of god. we are here by accident. not grand design.
people say the mayan calender ends on dec 21st 2012. the winter solstice. that is when the calender ends. you could look at that as the end of things, but i am of the mind set that it goes like this.
Mayan calender maker 1 "hey... uhhh... how far are we uh gona go with this thing?"
Mayan calender maker 2 "Huh. That's a damn good question. not like we have to get everything done in one day or anything right?"
Mayan calender maker 1 "Yeah, yeah, exactly my fucking point. I mean, check this shit yo. I already plotted ut all the significant events for the next several hundred years. i mean, can we call it a day for the nest few hundred years? pick it back up later?"
Mayan calender maker 2 "YES! fuck yes dawg! let's go sacrifice some people from that small village a few miles away, then ride llamas and and not become extinct."
Mayan calender maker 1 "you are so fucking hot to me right now."
Mayan calender maker 2 "uhh... dude. you know i'm not like that."
Mayan calender maker 1 "oh... oh yeah. i just meant... well nevermind... ... so, sacrificing villagers huh? let's do that"
see, that shit could have went down like that, and then they all disappeared for some reason, or was that the incas... fuck i dunno. but you see my point. maybe they were just tired of working on that shit. and it just so happened that they never picked it back up. end it on the longest day of the year, sounds good.
but the universe... man. it makes me sad that we haven't even gone to Mars. I think maybe we are afraid if there is a base on the moon that there may be one on Mars... a bigger one. perhaps all of nasa's bullshit excuses are simply to mask the fact that they have been warned not to venture to the moon or mars again. we were suppose to be to alpha centari by now. which is like 1 light year away... we haven't even been to mars. i guess it wouldn't be so bad if i knew we were actually going places in space, but we aren't... meh.
so yeah, what if there isn't shit after this. what if this is all there is. what if we are it? it seems unlikely, but how likely is it that life formed here? we thought we were the center of it all once. did someone else? do they still? what did the first explorers think crossing the atlantic? what if all the various regions of the world had never interacted with one another. Europeans never sailed to America, China never traded with anyone, Africans were never enslaved, aborigianes were never killed by English prisoners and what not... I guess they would have to interact at some point if all humans originated at a common point... there would have to be a spreading out. meh. this is what keeps me up at night. thoughts like these, what ifs... i think to much... i don't drink enough.
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