Hey it's been FOREVER
MANDITORY UPDATE NOWWWWW
I want to quit my job, I fucking hate it, I feel like I am the only one doing any work, it's absurd how every one is so lazy and I feel like my job is degrating, although one of my managers claims that if i were to go to a mall that'd be like going a step lower or some shit, I don't think so, who cares if I get a pay cut, I won't be surrounded by food, obnoxious returns/exchanges, rude co-workers and customers and selling smokes 24/7.
IDC if you smoke I am just sick of selling them. Looking everywhere for a specific one, ugh. Knowing me, I'll prob. start up again. I quit because it didn't seem cool anymore once my mom started, and I thought it'd increase my chances of meeting people.. I've noticed like, all my friends are non-smokers, until A.J. met Lizzie and picked it up, and now his drummer, Jamie [A.J. is starting a new band, "Breakup Call" cos the other one, "Cowabunga Boys" brokeup] and it's frusterating. Esp. when no matter what I do to change myself and better myself as a person, it is never enough, I suppose I'm not trying hard enough.
I eat b/c I like to, therefore I am overweight. It sucks, esp. when you are restricting and you make yourself sick when you fuck it up and have chocolate, and you spend all your time thinking about food and planning out your meals [which I had never been interested in doing EVER] and you have no friends who are motivated enough to start an exercise program with you/ your only friend who works out is a manslut who is too involved with his former fuckbuddy/turned recent girlfriend who is way too in love with himself who can't even help you wiht things he said he'd help with [replacing a string on my guitar, etc..], and you currently have no transportation other than a friggen bike, and as it's getting cold I have to get rides to work..
And I have decided to work with:
www.myspace.com/theboneyardbetties
And I told them after I was accepted that I wanted to do non-nude sets, which they said is fine, but now I don't think so, I only said that b/c it seemed to bother an ex of mine who I still have a thing for but basically he's a lost cause, but a good subject for some decent poems.
I want to be happy. Currently no one I know can help me along that journey.
Not to sound needy, but I know for a fact, I need more friends, more hobbies, and LESS DRAMA.
And to lose at LEAST thirty pounds without making myself sick-- I hate the way I look naked.
Any suggestions?
MANDITORY UPDATE NOWWWWW
I want to quit my job, I fucking hate it, I feel like I am the only one doing any work, it's absurd how every one is so lazy and I feel like my job is degrating, although one of my managers claims that if i were to go to a mall that'd be like going a step lower or some shit, I don't think so, who cares if I get a pay cut, I won't be surrounded by food, obnoxious returns/exchanges, rude co-workers and customers and selling smokes 24/7.
IDC if you smoke I am just sick of selling them. Looking everywhere for a specific one, ugh. Knowing me, I'll prob. start up again. I quit because it didn't seem cool anymore once my mom started, and I thought it'd increase my chances of meeting people.. I've noticed like, all my friends are non-smokers, until A.J. met Lizzie and picked it up, and now his drummer, Jamie [A.J. is starting a new band, "Breakup Call" cos the other one, "Cowabunga Boys" brokeup] and it's frusterating. Esp. when no matter what I do to change myself and better myself as a person, it is never enough, I suppose I'm not trying hard enough.
I eat b/c I like to, therefore I am overweight. It sucks, esp. when you are restricting and you make yourself sick when you fuck it up and have chocolate, and you spend all your time thinking about food and planning out your meals [which I had never been interested in doing EVER] and you have no friends who are motivated enough to start an exercise program with you/ your only friend who works out is a manslut who is too involved with his former fuckbuddy/turned recent girlfriend who is way too in love with himself who can't even help you wiht things he said he'd help with [replacing a string on my guitar, etc..], and you currently have no transportation other than a friggen bike, and as it's getting cold I have to get rides to work..
And I have decided to work with:
www.myspace.com/theboneyardbetties
And I told them after I was accepted that I wanted to do non-nude sets, which they said is fine, but now I don't think so, I only said that b/c it seemed to bother an ex of mine who I still have a thing for but basically he's a lost cause, but a good subject for some decent poems.
I want to be happy. Currently no one I know can help me along that journey.
Not to sound needy, but I know for a fact, I need more friends, more hobbies, and LESS DRAMA.
And to lose at LEAST thirty pounds without making myself sick-- I hate the way I look naked.
Any suggestions?
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im trying to quit smoking right now, but its the hardest when youre out drinking and most of your friends smoke too
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