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I think when im grown up im going to be a pirate and dress up all pretty and make people walk the plank and wave my cutlass around whilst wearing an eye patch. but instead of having a parrot as a mascot i'll have something wicked like a koala or some shit. koalas are cool.

Sometimes friends do things or say things that have such a huge affect on me to the point where i doubt every single memory we have ever shared. it sucks as generally i love my friends to pieces. its all just in my head i think. over analysing things again. boing. fuck 'em.

I spent money today. this isnt good. i wish i could stop spending money. OCD is kicking my ass. But on the plus side i bought 2 cds. cds i actually had put on my "buy" list and actually wanted rather then just cds for the sake of it which is what i usually do! so horray!

Im contemplating taking my piercings out. maybe all of them except my septum. i hate the fact they all scar so badly tho. la la la. yep.

Im being such a brat its gay. i need to watch a hilary duff or lindsay lohan film to pick me up again. yea, teen trash is where its at!

*love*