i went to see alkaline trio last night....they were awesome as always.
such a great band live....and they have sooooo many great songs.
i saw Hollie-Jay Bowes in the loos after the gig....she plays micheala in hollyoaks. it was a bit random!
im freezing cold....my hands are like blocks of ice! i can never get warm...im a freak!
ive lost 2 lbs now already so...
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such a great band live....and they have sooooo many great songs.
i saw Hollie-Jay Bowes in the loos after the gig....she plays micheala in hollyoaks. it was a bit random!
im freezing cold....my hands are like blocks of ice! i can never get warm...im a freak!
ive lost 2 lbs now already so...
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lior:
Me too, and some nice shoes to match 
lior:
They're so cute hey.
im so happy for my friend...she got the news the really wanted and not the news she was dreading.
this makes me happy, and i feel a bit better about things myself...it shows you shouldnt take things for granted...cos you really dont know when you might find yourself in a similar situation, and fearing the worst might have happened to your loved ones.
hold them...
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this makes me happy, and i feel a bit better about things myself...it shows you shouldnt take things for granted...cos you really dont know when you might find yourself in a similar situation, and fearing the worst might have happened to your loved ones.
hold them...
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lior:
Fingers crossed.
beestealer:
Teehehe... young Alice...
I know I know... Just by the way I wrote it, when I read it back I was like. Man. I know what I want. I'm gonna sit down with ma and pa this WE and go through it all. You're right though. Thanks. It helps to hear what I need to hear, lol.
See. This girl. We only broke up because she moved away from me in Brum for work (she's doing a PhD in cardiff). I mean her last words to me were 'I love yo but being apart from you is too hard'. It was very messed up. I know even entertaining this girl is totally devoid of self repect. But she sounds lost and scared. I can't kick an injured Doe. When I love it's so total, it gets me hurt, but... meh. This other girl works with a school friend, so I can get her number back, but she lives far away and I've never been to her home. We meet in random cities and stuff. Meh, twice.
I know I know... Just by the way I wrote it, when I read it back I was like. Man. I know what I want. I'm gonna sit down with ma and pa this WE and go through it all. You're right though. Thanks. It helps to hear what I need to hear, lol.
See. This girl. We only broke up because she moved away from me in Brum for work (she's doing a PhD in cardiff). I mean her last words to me were 'I love yo but being apart from you is too hard'. It was very messed up. I know even entertaining this girl is totally devoid of self repect. But she sounds lost and scared. I can't kick an injured Doe. When I love it's so total, it gets me hurt, but... meh. This other girl works with a school friend, so I can get her number back, but she lives far away and I've never been to her home. We meet in random cities and stuff. Meh, twice.
everyone... lior needs our support....her father is in the area that the fires are in austraila....and she cant get in touch with him, and no one was heard from him.....she needs our love right now. please go give her some.
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lior:
I just got news that he's ok!
nikonphoto80:
Wow that really sucks, I hope he is ok.
I read about this stuff, so scary and so sad.
I read about this stuff, so scary and so sad.
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lil_em:
Wow, he's really changing love; he's looking more like you every day and those eyes just make me melt!!
And his hair looks all styled and very cute!! I think I'm in love
xx
And his hair looks all styled and very cute!! I think I'm in love
xx
lior:
Thanks hon. I hope I'm wrong too but I don't think I am, and I keep getting more bad news - dad is in Victoria where the fires are and no one has heard from him.
im feeling more positive now....well...i say positive...acutally...im just not feeling quite as negative.
we got louis a high chair today! hes growing fast! hes 4 months now...and in a month or two we will be giving him his frist taste of food! so we got in prep for that day...plus it was in a sale.
hes getting more andmore vocal now.....and quite often 'talks' to...
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we got louis a high chair today! hes growing fast! hes 4 months now...and in a month or two we will be giving him his frist taste of food! so we got in prep for that day...plus it was in a sale.
hes getting more andmore vocal now.....and quite often 'talks' to...
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rdpixie:
Less negative is good! 
Hope you're ok missus *hugs*
Have a good weekend!
Hope you're ok missus *hugs*
Have a good weekend!
lior:
Awesome isnt it
so its been just over a week since i had my positive pregnancy test result.
i did another one today just to be on the safe side before i started taking the pill again....and its all totally over.
it feels wierd....
but my little mans smiles...seem to make everything a little brighter.
i did another one today just to be on the safe side before i started taking the pill again....and its all totally over.
it feels wierd....
but my little mans smiles...seem to make everything a little brighter.
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nikonphoto80:
I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better, time is the only thing that can heal wounds like this, if you need anything you know where to find me.
i'm glad you have people in your life that can make you smile.
i'm glad you have people in your life that can make you smile.
lior:
Actually, the implant was awesome, but my new doctor is a dick and made me take it out - and he butchered my arm 
My old scar from the first time I had it taken out is smaller than a match head.
And I never had migraines on it, or pms, and I hardly ever got my 'monthly visitor' either - which was great.
I'm going back on in the next few weeks.
And when I'm back there we should so go to the Edinburgh zoo together It will be my shout
My old scar from the first time I had it taken out is smaller than a match head. And I never had migraines on it, or pms, and I hardly ever got my 'monthly visitor' either - which was great.
I'm going back on in the next few weeks.
And when I'm back there we should so go to the Edinburgh zoo together
It will be my shout thanks for the support...i feel a little better now. the worst of it is over now.
some people dont believe i was pregnant....well i was...i know my body. thats what made me take the test....because i knew.
and i can safely say that what i have just recently experienced was most definatly a miscarriage.
i just worry that i have a fault in my system....
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some people dont believe i was pregnant....well i was...i know my body. thats what made me take the test....because i knew.
and i can safely say that what i have just recently experienced was most definatly a miscarriage.
i just worry that i have a fault in my system....
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nikonphoto80:
Im glad your feeling better, I hope you can keep positive and keep getting better. I believe you, if you say you were pregnant then I believe you.
lior:
Thanks hon. I wish I were closer because I'm going to need the love of my friends to get through this and you're pretty much all over there
Hope you're feeling better today.
Hope you're feeling better today.
doesnt matter....i was pregnant....but im not anymore. and im bleeding now so i think its fair to say its over.
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lil_em:
I didn't take it funny at all lovely! Yes, our babies would be amazingly gorgeous eh!! Hehe
One can wish.............
Oh, where oh where is my English version of Tyson? He's got to be out there somewhere!!
xx
One can wish.............
Oh, where oh where is my English version of Tyson? He's got to be out there somewhere!!
xx
gwenness:
God bless. if there's anything I can do, don't even hesitate to ask.
<3
<3
i maye have something to report soon....well....im pretty sure i will....just wanna see how it pans out...perhaps in the next few days i will let you all know.
its one hell of a head fuck
its one hell of a head fuck
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nikonphoto80:
So by the way what does WASP sound like now?
beestealer:
Eeeek. Head fucking is not advised by the FPC... or psychologists. Hope everythings okay.
I will fill oot yer bookface thingy once I can reduce my list to 25. I got rolling and failed to stop. Needs more thought, lol.
I will fill oot yer bookface thingy once I can reduce my list to 25. I got rolling and failed to stop. Needs more thought, lol.
our washer dryer packed in........thats something else we cant afford right now.
no doubt announced that they will only be playing in the states and canada.........those who know me will know how much this breaks my heart.
my weight hasnt gone up....or down.....its stayed the same. im pretty fucked off about that.
so....im not very happy. things just suck at the moment....i mean....i look at...
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no doubt announced that they will only be playing in the states and canada.........those who know me will know how much this breaks my heart.
my weight hasnt gone up....or down.....its stayed the same. im pretty fucked off about that.
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lil_em:
What the bloody hell do you mean a dire environment?! Your baby has the most amazing parents he could ever wish for! He doesn't need anything except love and he has that in abundance!!
You and Brian and lovely and Louis comes first; money means fuck all to a baby darlin', all he needs is you two which he's got, you should both be incredibly proud of yourselves like I am of you both!! xx
You and Brian and lovely and Louis comes first; money means fuck all to a baby darlin', all he needs is you two which he's got, you should both be incredibly proud of yourselves like I am of you both!! xx
nikonphoto80:
im so sorry, I know how much you wanted to see them, maybe they will change there minds.
At least it hasnt gone up, you have to look on the bright side.
My life is really bad at the moment to and really has been for most of my life, I know the feeling, just give him love, that is all he really needs right now.
I see your boy is a W.AS.P. fan, I use to be a big fan when I was young, have not head anything from them in a very long time.
At least it hasnt gone up, you have to look on the bright side.
My life is really bad at the moment to and really has been for most of my life, I know the feeling, just give him love, that is all he really needs right now.
I see your boy is a W.AS.P. fan, I use to be a big fan when I was young, have not head anything from them in a very long time.